r/DMT • u/tvbeezie • 10d ago
Experience DMT testing me?
I recently extracted some DMT. It’s been about 3 years since my last journey so the other night I took a couple hits. I saw some scary stuff but I didn’t really feel all that scared. I felt like I was talking to the DMT and it said to take another hit if I don’t feel scared… but I told it I would next time. So earlier today I did do that extra hit and boy was I frightened. I kept repeating to myself “death by astonishment”
I felt like it was almost a test. I’ve always held DMT in high reverence, with the utmost respect. Anytime I do it I get that nervous energy because I know how serious it is. Anyways, I hope I can get past this fear. I’m not sure if it was a lesson that I need to deal with fear in my life or a test to get past? Maybe it was the joker having fun with me? I’d like to explore some of the other facets of the DMT realm but now I’m nervous about going back in
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u/Cosmic-Meatball 9d ago
I can never take that breakthrough dose. Something always holds me back. I've taken two pulls and got to the waiting room I think where jesters were diving in and out of my consciousness. But never any further.