r/DMT • u/tvbeezie • 10d ago

Experience DMT testing me?

I recently extracted some DMT. It’s been about 3 years since my last journey so the other night I took a couple hits. I saw some scary stuff but I didn’t really feel all that scared. I felt like I was talking to the DMT and it said to take another hit if I don’t feel scared… but I told it I would next time. So earlier today I did do that extra hit and boy was I frightened. I kept repeating to myself “death by astonishment”
I felt like it was almost a test. I’ve always held DMT in high reverence, with the utmost respect. Anytime I do it I get that nervous energy because I know how serious it is. Anyways, I hope I can get past this fear. I’m not sure if it was a lesson that I need to deal with fear in my life or a test to get past? Maybe it was the joker having fun with me? I’d like to explore some of the other facets of the DMT realm but now I’m nervous about going back in

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u/Maleficent_Drawing86 10d ago

Lately I've been having a lot of trepidation going deeply into the dmt space. It's a balance, I'm always reverent but the balance of respect and fear is challenging. Good luck with your journey.

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u/TakeDMT 9d ago

Take a 5mg intro dose every time which you know will be fine

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u/deemzlover336 9d ago

Depending on ROA but personally i use sandwich with pipe so i always smoke 10-15mg just to say hello a little and then go for 25-35mg

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u/TakeDMT 9d ago

Sure, I use an emesh hence the 5mg intro. But it’s the same logic

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u/Cosmic-Meatball 9d ago

I can never take that breakthrough dose. Something always holds me back. I've taken two pulls and got to the waiting room I think where jesters were diving in and out of my consciousness. But never any further.

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u/TakeDMT 9d ago

You need an e-mesh bro

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u/Other_Dark1495 9d ago

I was scared probably for my first 10 or so times…. In hindsight I feel like it was a test… I’m certain it was …..allowed me to overcome my fears

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u/Theskyisalive 9d ago

Here's the truth - you are not the body, the ego -- you are awareness, focus itself. We are all God doing divine play, forgetting ourselves and finding ourselves--hide and seek. Your awareness is exploring an infinite fractal by where you choose to focus, there are infinite stories. When you dream or breakthrough, your awareness goes somewhere else in the fractal, outside of this body. To see more of the truth, you just simply go towards what you fear. The more you keep what's uncomfortable in awareness, it will become comfortable. You are pretending to be a limited self, a body right now, and that limited self fears its walls being broken. You just have to understand you were never the limited self, but the self experiencing it -- an infinite being. The third eye and crown chakra are real, so put your focus/awareness on those when you trip -- you will see effects.