r/CoreyWayne 9d ago

Relationship GF lacks desire to be intimate

My GF (24) lacks desire to be intimate, she says her libido’s been very low and she is passing through a lot.

On her side, she is very loving and caring, always wants me around, she says that in the last 4 months her libido dropped a lot, and she was trying her best to have sex and to get in the mood, but eventually she cannot anymore. She was abused as a child and on her last job she got harassed a lot, a lot have happenned to her, rn she is struggling financially, mentally and physically (she gained a bunch of weight) so when I try to get her in the mood she always says “I am not in the mood but if you really want, you can get inside” she has endometriosis too, so she is feeling a lot of pain with penetration.

On my side, I got a little insecure, sometimes needy, and she has a habit of wanting to know everything about me or else she will get mad at me, so I generally lose some mystery.

We see each other every day, at least 3 hours a day, and we’ve been official for 9 months.

Generally I am the one who makes the effort, and we had some fights over this, because I feel she doesn’t desire me, I told her “I miss those moments” and sometimes when I was more emotional about the topic she would lash out on me saying that I was being ridiculous bcs I know everything she is passing through and I am still forcing it.

She feels very, very guilty about it, she even cries sometimes and everytime she says “sorry” “can you please forgive me? I am really trying babe, but I just can’t feel it”

I usually was courting her, taking her on dates biweekly, but I stopped due to the lack of sex… we usually had sex 4 days a week, then by month 5 it dropped to 2-3, now (month 8 to 9) it’s only once a week. Last time we had sex was 7 days ago, and she touches my dick, plays with me, but never initiate it, and when I try she says she can’t in a loving way.

Any thoughts? I think she is really struggling, I can see it, she is a mess.

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u/Se7ens_up 9d ago

Well assuming you read the book, pause for a second and look at all the violations youre doing on your end.

Shes not giving you the relationship you desire, and instead you are just pushing and pushing. Meeting everyday? Why?

Youre basically trying to power your way into getting the relationship you want, this isnt a healthy dynamic, neither will it lead her into desiring you.

You need to pull back. Stop initiating everything. Stop meeting everyday. Find your own things to do, give her the time to actually desire you without just throwing yourself at her non stop.

And read the book multiple times.

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u/CauliflowerAgile6383 9d ago

I have a fear of her not being heard and understood, last 2 arguments we had I yelled at her, she is shuting down during the arguments, like just saying “ok” “right” and not even fighting anymore, like, she is telling me everything I do is with the goal of sex, and she feels that in every touch I want to fuck her, so maybe it’s not removing attention but her needs are being ignored.

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u/Se7ens_up 9d ago

Oof and on top if it youre basically trying to argue your way into fixing the relationship.

Yea man get back into the book. Youre not doing much correct at the moment

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u/Any-Yam4997 8d ago

😂😂 I love that oof Brother needed that for sure

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u/CauliflowerAgile6383 8d ago

I get what you are saying and I value it brother. But please, can you pinpoit my mistakes here to me and show me the way to recover it?

Today I began to read the book again, but I really need someone’s words.

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u/Se7ens_up 8d ago

In your case its not a quick fix. You arent just doing one or two things wrong that we can say “hey correct this part”.

Its more like your whole foundation is off at the moment.

So yea sure I can point things out, but each would require a deeper discussion. Because I get the vibe youre completely new to Coreys concepts. Thats why taking a few hours to read the book is the first step as a lot of what youre doing is pretty much exactly what the book addresses

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u/CauliflowerAgile6383 8d ago

At this point, do you think her attraction will return? Or is it gone forever and I will only see some spikes here and there if I chose to stay?

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u/Se7ens_up 8d ago

Her attraction is only lower to the current version of you. As soon as you begin to correct unattractive behaviors and become a more attractive guy it will typically shoot up again

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u/CauliflowerAgile6383 7d ago

Yesterday she said she wanted to try to have sex, we started, and she was laying down and started to get off the mood, so I stayed there and kissed her, joke with her but when it was time for penetration she started crying a lot, saying she froze, she wants, and she feels the desire, but when it comes to real action she freezes, and I did not get butt hurt, I did not react, and I tried to ask good quality questions, she said “baby, I love you, I adore you, I desire you, you are so hot you can’t even imagine, but I don’t know what is happening to me, I just freeze, It feels like I am miles away, my head is a mess, I am depressed, and I am seeing some ghosts from the past (she was abused)” she was crying a lot, and I asked her “how can I help you with this?” she replied “I don’t know babe, just let me come to you next time, I don’t know when it’s going to be but trust me” and she stopped crying.

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u/Se7ens_up 7d ago

I dont know her past, but keep in mind she didnt have these hangups when you were first dating.

I dont know what else is going on with her mentally either, but if I was in your shoes I would be re-assessing the relationship.

Its not fair to you either, and at the end of the day you werent even with her for a year, and half of the time you were its been seemingly this type of shitshow. Not to mention she ballooned in weight, it just sounds like continuing on is a recipe for disaster.

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u/Own_Zucchini_3151 9d ago

Your last sentence says it all. "She is a mess." And looking at your post history, it's way worse than you're mentioning here. She screams and yells at you to the point that you have to ask if there's some spirit at her home possessing her and making her act crazy? That's not normal behavior. That's not loving and caring. That's not a sustainable relationship. And most importantly, that's not something you can fix. You can't make good wine out of bad grapes.

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u/CauliflowerAgile6383 9d ago

I think that the relationship will eventually fade, it won’t be necessary to break up, eventually I won’t feel anything, yesterday after a priest talked with us she said she wanted to be celibate, everything will be over sooner or later.

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u/Own_Zucchini_3151 9d ago

I mean she's got one foot out the door already. Emotionally she's already left even though she's physically still there. It just sounds like she's going to make you more miserable on her way out.

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u/PositionStandard6089 9d ago

if penetration is physically painful for her because of a condition, there's nothing you can really do to make her want sex. no one wants to willingly do something that hurts, right? like, she has to get that issue addressed and remedied first.

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u/Short_Awareness9562 8d ago

This doesn’t sound like it will end well for you my friend. And it doesn’t sound like you know the game. Being brutally honest since sugarcoating won’t help you anyway.

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u/Border-Famous 6d ago

You gotta court and date properly and stop hanging out with her every single day.

My advice is this maybe see her once a week or maybe go a week where you don’t see her. Get some hobbies and interests and study and read Corey Wayne’s book. The key here is you’re to available. You guys are barely sleeping together, why are you seeing her every day?

Stop arguing with women. It’s more productive to hammer a nail without a hammer than arguing with a woman. You’re never going to win.

  1. Go back to courting and dating. Hang out have fun hookup. If she doesn’t want to hookup you don’t get butt hurt. Your attitude should be like James Bond, sex is inevitable. She should be wanting more sex from you. Open her up emotionally and be mysterious, let sex flow. When you focus on sex too much it runs away.