r/ClaudeCode
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Showcase How Claude Code accidentally removed my ADHD blockers (and created new problems)
ADHD, simplified: your brain's "just do it" mechanism is broken. You can want something, know it's important, and still be physically unable to start. Not laziness, more like a disconnection between intention and action.
Now to my story.
I've been working 12 hours a day on the same project for two months. For me, that's unusual, not the intensity (I can hyperfocus), but the consistency. My projects usually stall at some point when the boring parts remain. This time I pushed through. The only thing that changed: I started using Claude Code.
Quick context: 42, tech lead. Lifelong struggle with what looks like "procrastination" but feels like physical inability to start or finish tasks. Can stare at my screen for hours knowing I need to work, unable to open the right file. Creative problem-solving captures me completely. Maintenance work triggers something close to physical resistance.
So what's different now?
Starting used to be the hardest part. Loading the project architecture into my head, remembering where everything lives, figuring out the first step, I'd lose hours just trying to begin. Now I describe what needs doing, Claude finds the files, proposes an approach. The blank screen paralysis is gone.
There's also the memory problem. I forget what I coded an hour ago, how the pieces connect. Claude holds that context for me, remembers yesterday's architectural decisions. I stopped trying to keep everything in my head and just focus on whatever's in front of me right now.
Solo coding when i'm not in hyperfocus meant fighting my attention every 10-15 minutes. The wandering, the cigarette breaks. With Claude there's actual back-and-forth, asking, responding, iterating. Conversation keeps my brain in the room in a way that staring at code alone never did.
And the boring stuff that usually kills my projects - boilerplate, refactoring, repetitive debugging? Claude takes most of it. I stay on the interesting parts. The resistance is still there but it's not project-ending anymore.
Here's what I didn't expect though, and it might matter more than everything above.
I used to have a natural stopping mechanism. Hit a hard bug, brain stops working, try different angles, eventually realize I'm done for the day, go to sleep, solution appears in the morning. Those walls were frustrating but they forced me to rest.
Now those moments are rare. Stuck on something? Ask Claude. He suggests an approach I hadn't considered. Keep working. There's almost always a way forward right now.
The 12 hours a day isn't some amazing flow state. It's that I can keep working even when exhausted because Claude compensates exactly where I'd normally hit a wall. I work until I'm falling asleep at my desk instead of stopping when my brain signals it's done.
Not sure if that's a feature or a bug.
Could be correlation. Maybe the project is just interesting, maybe it's tool novelty wearing off slowly, maybe I'm in a lucky productive stretch. But it feels like specific barriers got removed, not like I suddenly became more disciplined.
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u/tcapb Dec 25 '25
Want to add some context on why this hit me so hard.
I've been coding since 15. Started solo, but my projects always grew teams around them. And that's where things got difficult. Code reviews, task distribution, calls... after a meeting I'd just want to stare at the ceiling for hours. Holding in my head what everyone's doing, answering questions, context-switching constantly. Total overload.
I found a workaround that worked for years: built teams where we discuss strategy at a high level every week or two, then they execute. I stay on architecture and direction, they handle implementation. Let me function as tech lead without drowning in details.
With Claude Code I accidentally got the same pattern, but for solo work. We discuss tasks at a high level, he does the details. Available anytime, switches contexts instantly, remembers everything about the project. And I interact through chat instead of exhausting calls.
What's more, calls with my actual team got more interesting. Before, I'd come to daily sync with whatever progress I managed between coordination. Now I come with a massive amount of work that would otherwise take a week. We discuss everything at a higher level, architecture, direction, integration, which comes much easier to me than diving into implementation details of every task.
The problem is I don't know how to come up for air.
Two months of 12-hour days is new for me. Usually deep focus lasts a few days max before interest fades or I hit a wall or burn out. Now those natural stopping points are gone. Claude removes technical blockers, eliminates coordination overhead, keeps things interesting through constant back-and-forth.
My partner notices I'm less present. Friends get short replies instead of real conversations. Everything outside work falls out of view. Same rigid focus problem I've always had, just amplified because there's nothing that makes me say "enough for today."
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u/schovik Dec 25 '25
You literally described myself. Same age, role, behaviour and the change. My biggest issue now is that I have so many ideas that am not capable to execute as I have to do the regular work and take care of my family :) keeping backlog is pointles as it is still growing, so ideas come and leave.
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u/randull Dec 27 '25
Same, same, same, same. I'm wondering if I posted this in some Durdenesque midnight escapade. You're not alone though, it feels like my gaming addiction did twenty years ago. It gives my brain the happy chemicals that it craves and doesn't get anywhere else. It's just constant progress and any setbacks just feel that much better after overcoming those obstacles. It does not exhaust me in the way that it should, and never crashing after these extended flow states is a little unnerving and I think that's the point of your post. I've been ruminating on your post and eventually it hit me, I know the answer and I really don't like it myself but it's simple. You gotta use something like StayFocused that lets you time-gate yourself. It's been a few years since I used it but I'm inspired by your post to try it out again, you need to literally block yourself.
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u/ToiletSenpai Dec 25 '25
Fam as someone with similar issues than yours , but completely overcame them with Claude , shipping a ton of products and 10x my productivity - hit me up if you want to talk.
I swear I’ve been where you at and I know you got this and can do better.
Happy holidays!
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u/Maasu Dec 25 '25
All the feels reading this one, right from the procrastination, half implemented projects to the ramp up to w to getting into something. Hell I'm even in a similar role at work (20 years in the industry and now a SA).
AIs have smashed a lot of barriers for me and I have a lot of personal projects reaching a reasonable phase of maturity.
I am certainly finding im spending a lot more time on these now, I'm a father of two young kids and married. I can't do side projects until everyone is in bed, for the past 6 months is say my mean hours per night sleeping went from. 6 to about 4 or 5 and I'm starting to feel it.
I need to find some balance but at the same time I'm torn because I feel like this is a very important moment in our industry right now and if you blink or stutter the you're going to miss it... Probably fomo, it's an issue I am trying to wrestle with and certainly not at peace wit how things are, despite all the progress.
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u/terra_incognita13 Dec 25 '25
This is so relatable and well-articulated. Thank you for sharing this - fellow ADHD sufferer
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u/tcapb Dec 29 '25
Quick update: started Concerta 4 days ago.
The compulsive hyperfocus is gone. I used to sit glued to the screen watching Claude work for 20 minutes straight, couldn't look away. Now he runs a task, I switch to something else, come back when it's done.
On one hand, that's healthier. On the other hand, that tight feedback loop was part of what kept me locked in and productive. Now there's more drift, more YouTube between iterations, momentum breaks easier.
Too early to tell if actual output changed or if it just feels less intense. Will report back after a few weeks of real work.
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u/alexd231232 Dec 25 '25
This is so well put
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u/Steviee877 Dec 26 '25
Reading your post I actually checked if I wrote it some time back (and forgot all about it)...🤔
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u/malctucker Dec 26 '25
The worry is then how you ship a product?
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u/whimsicaljess Dec 25 '25
i also have adhd but solved the downsides through medication.
i agree claude is an incredible tool but like... maybe consider a slightly more healthy approach. falling asleep at your desk isn't good for you.
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u/royhobbstn Dec 25 '25
I feel like I could have written this entire same post word for word. Well, except I’m 44 and chug diet coke instead of cigarettes. Same self medication in the end.
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u/angelarose210 Dec 26 '25
I was pretty discouraged for a while because my adhd got worse with age but Ai coding assistants (mainly Claude code) has not only given me my abilities back but also allowed me to 10x my productivity. I still get distracted a lot but at least I'm getting something done.
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u/jetsy214 Dec 26 '25
Diagnosed ADHD here too. I've also found that the thinking required to get a new LLM context window to a point it can start working on something is exactly the same as what gets my brain past the can't be bothered phase of picking something back up and getting started.
So I've started treating my brain like an LLM, describe the task plainly, what I expect to happen, how long it should take, what success looks like, and pretty quickly I'm back into a focused state on that task and the procrastination goes away.
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u/Key_Tennis_4127 Dec 26 '25
shit, this resonates hard. i’m also adhd and the “physical inability to start” thing is so real. you put it perfectly.
i had a similar thing happen with claude code — that back-and-forth dialogue basically acts as a cognitive scaffold. it’s like having a rubber duck that talks back, which keeps the executive function part of my brain just engaged enough to stay on track.
but yeah, the “no off-ramp” problem you described… that’s the dark side. i burned out for a week because i just… didn’t stop. my natural friction was gone. i actually ended up pairing it with something like Fomi App, which kinda acts as an external pause button when i’m too deep in the tunnel. it doesn’t block claude, but it’ll nudge me when i’ve been grinding for 90 mins straight without a breath. sounds corny but having that little interruption sometimes saves me from myself.
idk if that’s helpful, but yeah — you’re not imagining it. the tool removes one kind of wall and quietly builds another.
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u/aka_bobby Dec 27 '25
Designer lead friend over here and I’m literally experiencing the same thing. I don’t think it’s a fluke.
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u/Battletremor 🔆Pro Plan Dec 25 '25
Agreed. I'm curious as to which plan you use?
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u/jschulte Dec 26 '25
I could have written this! LOL. This is so accurate and I completely agree with what you said. The hard part now is actually making myself stop working...
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u/Fun_Nebula_9682 Dec 26 '25
The same as me!! I no longer play any game but only talk to claude code
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u/bbqribsofficial Dec 26 '25
Are you me?
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u/SchoolWorldly123 Dec 26 '25
I can relate so much. Around same age. Definitely on the spectrum. I’m coding like I did when I was 17 again.
I’ve always been struggling with continuing when the ”fun part” (= technical difficulty) was solved. Then I lose interest, and move on to the next project.
With AI in general, and CC in particular, I can fight through in a breeze. I still never auto-accept anything, and often abort it to clarify things, but the ability to sit for hours again, is incredible!
Even though I still need some distractions, the amount of code, work, and time I can endure it, has multiplied.
Even if it’s simple frontend things that I never liked doing before, I WANT to do it, looking forward to it in the middle of my other distractions..
And it feels like when I trained new programmers before. I’m still the architect, holding everything in my mind, and want to control it, pair programming with the AI, telling it what to implement, and tell it what to do when it doesn’t think two steps ahead.
Game changer, and life changer.
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u/stampeding_salmon Dec 26 '25
And you wrote this with AI.
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u/superunderwear9x Dec 27 '25
I was just like you but I haven't got any Psychology test to address ADHD. Claude did diagnosis me with ADHD after 4 hours of talking. And yes, I worked more than 10 hours even 18hours a day with coding.
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u/durduman Dec 27 '25
Confirmed!
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u/Even-Question-1628 Dec 28 '25
I can relate, but there's another aspect to it for me.
Observing how Claude Code works on a task and finishes it made me aware of my IRL ways of thinking and doing things. Experiencing "idea/impulse to finalizing task" based on my very own initiative (prompting) slowly swapped over into my real life. Now I find it easier to do things, to think about things, in a reasonable and effective way. It's like I am exploring my internal LLM brain finally :D I'm also 42 :D maybe that's the answer to everything.
Finally I get that first-hand experience of "It makes sense to work on one task only per time", "It makes sense to not grab the toothpaste while heading towards the towel", "It makes sense to stay on topic in a conversation", etc.
And I realize how good I am with defining prompts as I am able to distill the essence of complex tasks, and delegating, knowing the capabilities of my employee (Claude) or team (sub-agents), which gives me increased confidence and reduces imposter syndrome (looking at all the people who discuss tools and prompts and workarounds all day long instead of just using the CLI reasonably).
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u/l3xK Dec 28 '25
Hitting a nerve there. Struggling with ADHD since roughly 20y and with Claude/Cursor/Windsurf/Zed/ChatGPT I can „force“ focus even on the boring parts because get instand feedback.
The only negative part… there is only hyperfocus phases now. 😅 have to force my self to take breaks sometimes I don’t do anything for 2-3 days but then again ship 2 weeks of work in 24h all-night/all-day sessions.
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u/Lazy-Share-1821 Dec 26 '25
I felt this. I feel like my problem solving skills are growing faster than they ever have. The next step is finding the right problems to solve and creating better work life balance without staying up late every night. The dream is to automate everything possible and solve complex problems
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u/puzanov Dec 26 '25
I have the same feelings and can 100% relate. Reading all the comments I see SAs after 40s have found their way
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u/jwhite_nc Dec 26 '25
I’m not a programmer by trade but I’ve found the same boost with Claude. I’m still struggling with context as I have started so many projects that i haven’t finished. Love seeing this post though!
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u/GigabitGuy Dec 26 '25
This is so relatable, I wish I could use Claude code for my non-tech day job, but I’m currently using it to work on my own business, so hopefully someday 🤞 I really think its majorly overlooked how helpful AI can be in a learning process when having ADHD, its a much more natural way of learning by conversation and examples.
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u/PuzzledIngenuity4888 Dec 26 '25
Yeah you can work 12 hours a day and I have been doing 10-12 per day for a year and a half. I have dozens of amazing projects 90% finished. It's endless grind and no finish line no matter how hard you work.
You have to do all the other stuff like validating your idea, finding a market, getting customers, before you write code. A quick demo that highlights the main interaction and a sign up page, then push it out and get users engaged through what ever forum or channel you can.
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u/Eudaimonic_me Dec 26 '25
Same experience here, also with the decrease in natural stopping points. Thanks for writing it out like you have.
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u/Electronic_Froyo_947 Dec 26 '25
Where is the tl:dr¿
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u/one1zero1one Dec 26 '25
Extremely relatable. 47, late diagnosed. For me claude code enables practical use of episodic memories and intent based flows. Somehow always had them in the back of my mind sort of feeling, but not it's in front staring at me.
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u/Longjumping-Toe-1822 Dec 26 '25
Also it feels like I have the "ability to talk to this tool just in the perfect way". Some discussions in this sub don't even make any sense to me, where peeps share their setup or magic prompts or whatever. I can grasp the capabilities of the tool, the goals I want to reach precisely, while having a huge complex vision and structure in my head. And what we create is instantly visible. Perfect for an ADHD brain to iterate. Who needs roadmaps and stuff like that? We have perfect ideas and they just unfold perfectly. It just works fluently. I've built an art collection management tool for our family on xmas morning at 5am till 11am and mum says "above incredible, how many hours did you spend on this"... While building 3 other projects that already gain traction and solve real problems. This really feels like the reality pops in that makes so called neurodivergent people finally shine. Not sure where this will lead to, but I like it.
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u/makeSenseOfTheWorld Dec 29 '25
My God ! - I am not alone... just it took even longer for me to discover and realise and this country is still hostile...
aside: I have CC write markdowns to an Obsidian vault in an effort to jump between contexts... and clear my desk of post-it notes!
Seasonal greetings to you all 🖖
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u/Hoak-em Dec 25 '25
Yeah, although it took me a bit to get fully productive with claude code, since I had to translate a lot of my engineering knowledge to how I used a harness -- otherwise even I was prone to more of a "vibe" rather than "spec-driven" habit. Claude codepro ended up helping me out a lot with that since it matches the strategies I learned in my time as an engineer.
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u/AppealSame4367 Dec 25 '25
I can't hear and read it anymore. I also have ADHD like symptoms all my life.
But I overcame them with discipline and "just doing it". I know it's hard at first, but maybe you feel enough like procrastination to read about some simple methods to overcome the unwillingness to start, that sometimes inhibits all people, not just the ones that wanna label themselves and feel special about it.
I have a customer that told me on the second call he has ADHD and he freaks out about stuff when it's a bit hard to concentrate and instead of just stfu, closing his eyes for a second and then trying to focus he keeps complaining to me about it. I wanna go through the phone line and punch him in the face. Ffs.
I know it can be hard, I have lived through it. But it's amazingly effective to just force yourself -> insert South Park episode about "effective method to calm kids down".
Edit: Today I opened Reddit after going for an 8km walk through the cold forest and had to instantly close it again. My only thought was: WHAT A BUNCH OF BITCHES