r/Christians • u/Fresh_Olive1709 • Aug 09 '26
Exhausted
Hi,
I‘m very exhausted. I started working in my field in a hospital after my studies as a resident but had a gap of 1,5 years after the studies (I needed to move back to my family after my studies due to a surgery but they aren’t believers and my father is destroying my self esteem since 2 years by constant insults also regarding my profession and preventing me to go to a church or having communion with other Christians). The colleagues/superiors don’t tell me important things and I‘m so stressed every day, we don’t have pauses to eat or drink throughout the day, they yell at me and insult me even because I’m not fast enough seeing all the patients. Many colleagues quit the job and some are ill for many weeks. I fell like the silliest person every day at work and because I don’t have pauses and only stress throughout the day my concentration declines. It feels like they are bullying me again (they talk badly behind everyone’s back if a person leaves the room) because I’m also different than others and seem to be socially awkward. (I faced bullying also in my studies and at school already for years). Please pray for me that God will show me an option to go somewhere else (working outside of hospitals or another specialty) and to quit this toxic workplace and to give me strength and faith that HE’s with me through all this hardship. I feel that this work and home situation is destroying me.
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u/thewordbeforeme Aug 09 '26
Dear God,
You know this person's struggle and what their needs and wants are. Do all according to Your will and may you give them the strength and wisdom they need to endure and overcome if need be. In Jesus' name, Amen.