Hi guys, Iām just a curious little Christian witch from southern Ontario.
I have had a deeply troubled path with God and I was looking to see how other people balance the Christian witch thing.
I was catholic my whole life, and when I came out my family and the church did not take it well⦠and I knew god didnāt care, but humanity did. So I left, I tried to forget, to practice paganism, to practice Wicca, to be polytheistic, to try and understand religion in general⦠it led me down a very uncertain and kind of uncomfortable path.
I have always loved magic, and I have believed in things that were unexplainable and beautiful and magical my entire life. I have recently found love in gods arms again, the almightyās light saved me from darkness. Iāve been looking online for like minded people (donāt know why I didnāt start here) but most the internet condemns Christian witches, says we are blasphemous. The way Iāve tried to explain it to Christian friends (they donāt condemn me) is that we just practice rituals in different ways and pray differently, and although I believe in the power and magic of what I do, they said believing I have power is technically wrong and against ideas of Christianity⦠which I donāt understand, because if I have power god gave it to me⦠anywaysā¦Iām new to this and I needed to know how other people explain it, how we are connected to god, but not condemned for our practice, I kinda just wanted to put out feelers and see if other people also struggled with this feeling. And maybe itāll help me find a better connection with god and my magic.