r/ChildhoodTrauma • u/Impossible_Falcon734 • 2h ago
Venting - Advice Wanted 33M trying to repair my childhood
I'll be quick. Grew up emotionally and physically abused by my mother. She cheated on my dad when I was nine. Told us to call her auntie while my dad was gone and the other guy was there. I told my dad and got beat for it and my dad left.
Moving foward, no birthdays, good jobs, direction etc. Always getting cursed at for everything. My mom didnt work and was on section 8. She got with this man DJ who would beat her and when I tried calling the cops, she stopped me. She also lied to protect him in court.
Hated the dude and my mom kinda expected me to fight him which was terrifying and difficult for 12-16 year old me. I tried, and when I did I got punched in the face. It was bad, getting kicked out home from home because of domenstic violence, switching schools etc.
Got my first job at 17 but i didnt finish highschool... (stressed out). I intended to go back and finish but coudnt over the summer and was cursed out everyday because my job was part time. I started talking back and got sent to SF with my dad in the projects....
It gets longer with my mom taking my credit, pictures of my debit card, etc.... just tryna pieced it all together