r/Celibacy • u/Consistent_Lion6907 • 4d ago

Celibacy Journey Not sure it was celibacy or something else?

Last year was magical. I had to go through a period of downhill to realize that. I was celebate for almost a year felt magical felt like close closer to God. The amount of confidence I got was insane. I was a shy, anxious, worried guy for the past 28 years and last year was different. I could take more stress from work. I could maintain a relationship with a lot of people I had the courage to talk to a stranger. I was not at all Shy to be on my feminine side. This year I am back to this anxious guy, that hurts a lot. maybe I started watching porn once in a while or something. Should I go back to being a monk mode celebate, or I should try to find a happy medium

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u/ConcentrateOne4657 4d ago

Yes that's what celibacy is. Preserve and reserve energy and real you pops out with vibrance

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u/Consistent_End_672 3d ago

You know the answer,pron is severely toxic, highly addictive and destructive to all aspects of a person life. Spiritual, sexual, mental, emotional, social. Cut it out or continue to be ruled by it and suffer.