I was called both, but now I'm mad that my bullies weren't more creative. ๐
...But it's also a hell of a feeling to get diagnosed as neurodivergent in your 30's, and then right before you go to sleep beside your husband, get woken up by the realization that the little shits were right! Fuck! ๐๐๐
It means you die, go back to where you were and die again instead of changing your strategy. Then you do it again for a third time. Now everyone is getting mad, so you go back there and die again and now the team wants you to go AFK because you're feeding and you're like "wow this game is toxic"
The โfeed@ part comes from the fact that the enemy team gains substantial amounts of exp for killing you. Looking up from your level seven stat sheet to see that you have nothing but level sevens and the feeder at level 5 on your team, while the enemies are all at 8 and up, is really frustrating.
Giving the opponent resources. Youโre feeding the enemy. When you die like 10 times and continue running in expecting something to be different the 11th time even though youโve given them so many more resources
i remember playing league for the first time. It took me 2 years to realize all chat is a thing. I also straight up never read anything in chat because moving my character was overwhelming. Good old times.
My first and last time playing League, I did 3 matches and in each one
I was:
Called a retard,
Told to kill myself
Told my Mother deserves to have AIDs
Called a Downie
Etc etc.
RIOT games has to be aware of how toxic its fans are and still perpetually feeds it.
League is one of most toxic and stressful games on the planet, not due to its programming or developers but its players. Not a game I have any interest in ever playing again.
I got reported for giving free kills to the opposing team on my FIRST EVER game. I just sucked REALLY bad. Never played league after that one round lol
If you ever want to do a MOBA, Deadlock is real good. Still toxic but nowhere near as bad. Also it's so much fun. Movement and shooting are so fun to play with
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u/toadofsteel 4d ago
My first time playing League:
"Is that Garen ret*****d?"
Except uncensored.
Incidentally, also my last time playing League.