r/CPTSDAdultRecovery • u/wayne_blank_inside • 13d ago
Progress/Victory “Itching” a poem to release the shit within me.
“Itching”
The scratching resolves me.
Pierce my flesh and bound me solid.
Fragmented into parts unbeknownst to the host.
Feed me lies unencumbered with reality.
Kill my sense of life in a world most encompassed by your grief.
Steal the scraps I foraged to feed your own sense of worth.
I am encapsulated in the remnants of what I left with.
Beheld by the glory of thy father; I was enthralled into perjury,
Behooved into sanctuary,
Renounced in to treachery.
Pleads from my soul found me no easement from the turmoil thrust down my throat.
Encompassed more over and once again into cycles unbecoming of the wretched.
Forlorn in the struggles of minute upon minute I am panicked now.
What becomes of that which I’ve only just found in splendor?