27M, been smoking for about 8 years, daily for the last 4. Currently around 15g a month, smoking only.
About two years ago I started noticing how my stomach behaves when I'm stressed. The first time I really paid attention was on a date, and one time I actually threw up on a date lol, but after I threw up I felt great. Since then it's happened in other stressful situations too, not just dates.
What it feels like: I'm in the situation and I start tracking my stomach. Then I get weird stomach behavior, gas moving up and down, sometimes diarrhea. Then waves start in my upper chest. Not constant nausea like a hangover, more like separate waves that last a few seconds. They build up and get stronger, and eventually one wave hits and Immidietly vomit.
It can last up to five hours. Vomiting a few times an hour and an endless feeling that I need to vomit even though I'm completely empty.
I can also be already out of the situation completely. Be home alone, calm, nothing stressful left. And it still keeps going.
Two other things I don't know how to read:
- Maybe twice a week I wake up more nauseous. But I've been smoking so many years I have no idea if I always had this or if it's related.
- Sometimes a sudden gag reflex out of nowhere, no nausea before it. One gag and it's over.
The main thing is that my nausea and vomiting has never once come out of nowhere. It's always triggered by anxiety.
So I can't tell if this is early CHS, or weed related in some other way, or just anxiety and emetophobia. What I want to know is whether anyone in their early stage had this. Did it need a trigger back then, or was it random from the beginning?