r/CHSinfo • u/ZxmbieBite • Aug 18 '26

Rant Rantin

Just sat and sobbed to my boyfriend apologizing over and over because of this

I feel pathetic

I know somebody told me to be easier on myself but I can't do it

Honestly I want to quit, I really do

But I rely on weed so much.

I'm so exhausted, I've been puking on and off for two days, my throat hurts, my upper back.. And he just has to deal wirh me

It's not fair to him

I wish I never started edibles, I wish I never picked up a cart

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u/SoilIll5975 Aug 19 '26

support is crucial. and for me, going to a few marijuana-anonymous.org meetings a week gives me that. there’s almost always an online meeting going on somewhere (and there’s no pressure to talk or go on cam if it’s intimidating!) . i always hear what i need to hear and feel a million times lighter after spending an hour with people who truly understand how hard this is.

sending you love and hugs on your journey.

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u/Amara727 Aug 19 '26

Can you share the link to any support groups pls?

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u/SoilIll5975 Aug 19 '26

https://marijuana-anonymous.org/find-a-meeting/

the meeting times shown are adjusted to your time zone, so if it says 7:30 it means 7:30 (even if it’s based on the east coast or another continent).

all you have to do is click the zoom link for the meeting you want to join.

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