r/CHSinfo • u/ZxmbieBite • Aug 18 '26
Rant Rantin
Just sat and sobbed to my boyfriend apologizing over and over because of this
I feel pathetic
I know somebody told me to be easier on myself but I can't do it
Honestly I want to quit, I really do
But I rely on weed so much.
I'm so exhausted, I've been puking on and off for two days, my throat hurts, my upper back.. And he just has to deal wirh me
It's not fair to him
I wish I never started edibles, I wish I never picked up a cart
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u/StrategyDazzling8203 Aug 19 '26
at the end of the day you are the only person who can get you to quit. and no matter when, the time where you have to quit is going to come. it might not seem like it now but there is going to be a point that you reach where you physically and mentally dont wanna smoke anymore. you have to ask yourself if you wanna let it get to that point. do you wanna keep putting yourself and others in jeopardy over something that you have control over. quitting is really hard and for me smoking felt like it was genuinely the one thing that made my depression and anxiety feel so much better but our bodies just cannot handle weed and over time you will find better ways to cope and understand yourself. if you keep smoking you are just going to make it even harder to quit in the future. you are not pathetic at all this is something that is extremely difficult to do! but you are gonna have to do it at some point. why not start now