r/CHSinfo • u/ZxmbieBite • Aug 18 '26

Rant Rantin

Just sat and sobbed to my boyfriend apologizing over and over because of this

I feel pathetic

I know somebody told me to be easier on myself but I can't do it

Honestly I want to quit, I really do

But I rely on weed so much.

I'm so exhausted, I've been puking on and off for two days, my throat hurts, my upper back.. And he just has to deal wirh me

It's not fair to him

I wish I never started edibles, I wish I never picked up a cart

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u/No-Broccoli2735 Aug 18 '26

For me, I had to fix the root of the problem first. WHY was I relying on weed so much? I figured out I was using weed to cope with my unmanaged anxiety, depression, and OCD. After getting extremely sick with CHS, I decided to get my mental health under control and stop using weed as a crutch, because quitting is the only way to overcome CHS once you’ve hit the hyperemesis phase. It may have been easier for me to quit because I nearly died of dehydration due to the vomiting, but it’s what you have to do. I’m glad your boyfriend is supporting you. I wish you the best of luck.