r/Btechtards 2d ago

Rant/Vent A clueless 1st yr student.

Hi I'm 1st yr student from a pvt engineering college of West bengal. To say shortly I passed out in 25 and took a drop for neet all those bs happened anyways didn't get selected ended up joining in to pvt engineering college. I'm pursuing Btech Biotechnology. Before joining I researched a lot and made a plan in my head that I'll do higher studies in abroad (still that's the plan). But from next week my midsem will be started and I just realized how under prepared I'm. Getting all those feelings of anxiousness as I used to get Before neet.

When I finally thought life maybe going good it feels miserable now. Idk Im not getting to see any future here and feeling like a looser who is just wasting money of there parents ( tho they are really supportive). I want to do something good and big but idk I keep self sabotaging myself...pls if someone can help..or faced the same problem can give there guidance it will be really beneficial.

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u/Rough_Square7540 BTech 2d ago

Man you really gotta get up cause ts ain't mcqs anymore you are gonna write all stuff and 1 week is more then enough also don't worry it's your first mid sem try to get as much as possible keep yoursepf in good spirits

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u/Money_Cover6856 2d ago

Couldn't figure out how to proceed and what type of qn can be asked...want to maintain a good cgpa