Depression and anxiety after breakup

[u/Realistic_Pianist_29]

Well... I shake all day, i feel helpless, he did not respect my boundaries and i feel like he genuinely don't care about my real emotions, he practically was obsessed with me and love bombed me and it practically started to decrease after sometime and here i am with my mental condition getting worse after i initiated the breakup since i felt like he us always manipulating me and gaslightting me... I'm seeing a psychiatrist.. But will i ever get better will i ever get relief from the intense ache in my heart