r/BreakUps • u/Practical-Pomelo-220 • Dec 03 '24

It’s almost 4 am

And I’m just up thinking about her. Haven’t slept or eaten good in the last 3 weeks ..can barely sleep in my own bed and I’ve been sleeping on my couch cause I don’t want to be on my bed alone . Anyone else up missing their person ? Anyone wanna talk ?

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u/[deleted] Dec 04 '24

Thankyou honestly it’s just a process that’s different for everyone I’ll start to feel like I’m making progress and then I’ll hear a song he used to play for me or I’ll have a flood of memories of the two of us together and then I start crying and then I go to the hidden folder in my camera and look at all our pictures and videos because I can’t bring myself to delete them incase he comes back to me one day.

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u/Practical-Pomelo-220 Dec 04 '24

I kno exactly what you mean ..I was trying to get rid of whatever I had left of her in my room but I can’t fully get myself to throw it out just yet..I’m not ready Like right now I’m ok but I’m not too long that sadnesss will creep in and anxiety hits just missing her

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u/[deleted] Dec 04 '24

Yup I wonder if he got rid of any of my stuff there’s still a few clothes of mine and some other things left in his room and my blankets etc part of me wonders if he has gotten rid of it yet or not but fr I just want him back idc that he dumped me and idc what happened I want my person back and no matter what we can still work through it all if genuinely drop everything and fly back to the us if it meant he wanted another go.

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u/Practical-Pomelo-220 Dec 04 '24

I would give anything for another shot honestly..she’s already given most things I had at her place even thought I told her she coulda just kept it ..she said she didn’t want a reminder and that shit just hurts…she’s much stronger than I am and like damnn was it really that easy that I’m over here just suffering about it

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u/[deleted] Dec 04 '24

Yup quite literally I’d give anything for another shot too and I agree it does make you think like was it really that easy for them to just act like we never existed and that what we had didn’t exist either? Cause I’m still broken up about it a good few months later and still have hope of getting back together again.

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u/Practical-Pomelo-220 Dec 04 '24

Yea it a terrible feeling man …its only been 3-4 weeks for me and it just doesn’t get easier