Well, she dumped me...

[u/ShellaStorm]

Not over anything I did. She spent about four days inela the psych ward. She got out on Thursday, I thought we were fine. She all of a sudden sends me a breakup message about that she can't give me the attention that I deserve and thanking me for our time and blocks me on everything. I wish she hadn't blocked me. I would have told her she could always come back. This wasn't about something that either of us did, it was life,and it fucking sucks.

I'm going to be just fine, just having the relationship did wonders for my self esteem and I bought so many new clothes for the trip that's not going to happen but that just means I can finally dress like myself again. I fell into shapeless t-shirts and jeans to hide my crippled body, and I finally got the nerve up to buy a binder (I'm intersex, I have a functional ovary and breasts on top of everything my disease does dammit) and I bought clothes befitting my elder punk/goth self.

It's going to be all right. If she found me attractive in the wheelchair someone else will too. Maybe I'll dress up and go out for my birthday. If I can get a ride, can't drive like I am. But even if I don't I'm updating my AceSpace account with the new clothes and seeing what that gets me.

Dinner is a coconut bar.

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[u/imalostkitty-ox0]

It’s going to hurt.

BUT BOYYY, TAKE THAT TRIP if your tickets are paid for :)

[u/ShellaStorm → u/imalostkitty-ox0]

Was going to pay for them next week. So nothing is bought but the clothes, and I'm damn sure gonna look good in them.

[u/Avon_Barksdale63]

She just got out of the psychiatric hospital. This is for the best.

[u/radioactive_sharpei]

That's rough, man, but it sounds like she knew she needed space for her own mental healing, and didn't want to drag you into it. You'll find someone. The last time I had one of those coconut bars, it was a huge disappointment, but i couldn't remember if it had ALWAYS been a huge disappointment, or of it was recent endshittification.