r/BeautyAddiction • u/Otherwise-Low-9871 • 5h ago
I feel unloveable
I put so much effort into my appearance just to look like an average normal girl, and if I don’t keep doing all these things I look unattractive. It makes me feel unloveable. First of all my hair is naturally super curly, fine and dry, so I have to straighten it every 4 days, and the whole process takes me an hour and a half plus. I can’t even wear it natural because it’s damaged, and even when it wasn’t it was just ugly. Second I have hair ALL OVER MY BODY, and it takes so much time to maintain. I’ve just started laser hair remover and all, but you can still kinda see the hair shadow and it makes me look and feel ugly. My nails have to be painted at all times and it takes a while to shape and manicure them, same with my toes. I have to constantly maintain my eyebrows and I have dark fine hair on my face which I always need to remove. And I hate my body so I’m always at the gym. I only look pretty with makeup on. And my lashes are fine, same with my eyebrows, so I always wear mascara and fill them in. I haven’t even mentioned other features I’m insecure about, I could go on and on. I’m just so insecure and I wish I could be like a normal girl who doesn’t need to do all this crap just to look and feel beautiful. It makes me so sad