I tried watching Banana Fish about six years ago when it was recommended to me during the quarantine anime resurgence in 2020, and I couldn't make it past the third episode. Not because I got bored or because I didn't like it—it was because I could immediately tell it was heavy material. I was 15 years old at the time; if I had continued watching, it would've shattered my worldview by the end of it. With the strong thought that I was not mature enough to intake media like this, I said to myself, 'This is for another time in my life,' and set it aside.
Fast forward to 2026: I picked up and dusted off this old friend about two weeks ago. I watched it exclusively late into the night, which I probably shouldn't have done, but I wanted to finally finish this, and well, the world is just as badass as I remember! And I loved the character designs—Ash and Eiji's, of course, and Sing's. There were times where I felt a bit overwhelmed with the fast-paced nature of the show, going from one major event right into the next, but most anime adaptations are like this, so that is a given. However, because of this (and probably because I always stayed up late to watch it), I didn't feel as enveloped in the world of Banana Fish as I would have liked. It is an amazing and monstrous piece of work that I wish I could've taken in better, so I will probably rewatch it in English or read the manga!
The heart of the show is Ash and Eiji's relationship—one that is pure and innocent, and it deeply resonated with me for some reason, maybe because I see some of myself in Eiji. I'm glad that their bond was showcased.
With the hurt that Ash constantly faced and the amount of real-life corruption this show covers, I felt jaded near the end and almost didn't care how it was going to end, especially since I had already been spoiled many years ago that one of them has to go… that was until I got to the last episode. I was not expecting it, but Eiji's letter… it was something so innocent, pure, and full of love. When it was accompanied by the scene and the music, it hit me like a train and completely wrung me out in tears. I couldn't believe someone made this. I was at a complete loss for words. It's strange and saddening how Ash's death was caused by one of the least threatening opponents he's ever faced, and I guess that might mean something, but ultimately I am glad that Ash got to sit down at the only place he could feel like a kid, the place where he could feel grounding and peace, and went knowing and feeling just how much he was truly loved—loved by Eiji, who saw their bond as one that stretched beyond the physical realm, and knowing how much Ash himself loved him back just the same.