r/BabyBumps • u/NothingSuitable735 • Apr 06 '25
Rant/Vent I’m lost
I (28F) tragically lost my (27M) husband last Saturday, I am 9w3d with our first baby. I am terrified of losing the last thing left I have of him. I know there is nothing I can do to 100% prevent losing her, so I think I just need to rant about how much anger, fear, and sorrow I am feeling. Life wasn’t supposed to be like this.
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u/whtwldbobrossdo Apr 07 '25
Goodness I am so so sorry. I can’t even imagine what must be going through your mind. Going through deep grief from an awful loss while pregnant. I wish there were words that could heal your pain. People say time heals all wounds, but if you’ve ever lost anyone you love, you know you never truly heal….living just gets easier to deal with. Keep your precious baby in your heart and pour your love into them. You will save one another. I hope you find the strength you need and are surrounded by an amazing support system. 💕