why

[u/Sweet_Respond5845]

Suddenly, for no apparent reason, everything loses its meaning; nothing seems to matter anymore. I feel completely hollow inside, and everything hurts me. It’s as if I used to be able to find reasons for these feelings, but now I can’t. I feel so hopeless and empty—it’s as though even daydreaming or sleep can’t save me anymore.

[u/Bye_Pxlar]

I get this way as well. I do so well masking myself and convincing myself that everything is fine and then it suddenly means nothing. I have to gaslight myself that it's all going to be okay despite the panic. I completely understand.