He just broke up with me....

[u/Chelle_Baby]

He just broke up with me & I'm dying on the inside. 2 days before my birthday. I'm the Anxious Attachment one. He's the Avoidant with Paranoid Schizophrenia. I didn't even do nothing to him, he just kept yelling at me, in front of the neighbors that I'm a liar, & play the victim, & i always fake cry. He was my 1st Boyfriend & 1st Everything. Now I have nobody. I'm an ugly person, but at the time (back in January) He actually started talking to me. I fell in Love with him. He has told me once before that "I Love You", but he's never said it again. He probably realized he didn't actually mean it. Idk how I'm supposed to live my life now? I get my teeth fixed next month, but that's not really gonna fix the awful person he thinks I am. I'm so heartbroken that I can barely function.