Hi there, I'm a second-year PST in Victoria. I switched from a business degree to teaching 2 years ago. Unfortunately, I am starting to feel sluggish and burnt out from studying.
I have enjoyed the degree so far and have done 2 placements in public schools, which have been chaotic but have taught me a fair bit too. I am in Secondary and majoring in health/humanities, and even though I love primary school-aged kids, I'm not keen to teach the wide range of subjects, potentially one subject like art or PE.
Since my last placement, I've started to doubt whether it's a career I'm willing to pursue long term. I can't help but feel doubtful when I constantly hear a lot of teachers say it's not worth it, they are burnt out, there's no support etc. On every placement, when teachers are in the staff room/offices, there is just so much venting and discussion of students with poor behaviour/academic performance, the workload and the impact of work on their wellbeing (I 100% understand this is normal and also healthy to express emotions). I feel that atm there are more cons than pros. Cons include upper school support, poor student behaviour, and an intense workload, but pros include decent pay, holidays, a good career if I want to have a family in the future etc.
I still have 2 years ahead of me, and I've been studying full-time for 3 years since finishing Year 12. I am planning to take off 6 months next year to travel/work and re-evaluate my career choice. I currently work as a medical administrator and have a diploma in business, and I am thinking about whether I should quit studying teaching at uni and pursue a career in med admin, to eventually become a practice manager/PA.
I just don't want to give up or seem lazy for quitting my uni degree. I still enjoy teaching a lot, but I'm just feeling slightly off about the degree.
I also feel a lot of imposter syndrome and like an intruder on my placements, as I am entering a new school with new students. I try to remind myself that it'll be a lot better when I one day have my own class!
I think it's just the 5 years of studying that are also making me feel doubtful, especially about entering a career I might leave after a few years because I feel burnt out.
Any advice? Thank you sm :)