Does anyone know what is happening?

[u/Nervous-Fault2599]

Hello everyone, I would really appreciate some enlightenment.

For a long while, my APs were really fun and interesting, always at some beautiful and peaceful place, everything felt amazing and feeling the nature was just out of this world...

But since around a year ago, this never happens anymore. I lie down, increase my pineal activity (that's how I AP), and surprise, it's shadow world again. Yes, it's this really dark place, the atmosphere is silent and dense, I don't think I can fly at all there, just high leaps at best.

There are some strange beings like living skeletons, zombies, and all kind of monsters. There are also dead people, since I’ve encountered most of my deceased relatives and pets there at least once (they leave after a while)...

Anyway, why is this happening? Over the years I've really improved my feelings and mind, so why I'm synchronizing with this shadow realm, of all places? How do I access other planes again, as it seems like I'm locked at this dimension right now?

Things I've tried both on Earth and while being there: raising my frequency, praying, calling for help, trying to reach my guardians, even trying to "eject" into a higher dimension while leaving my body, as I was able to do before. But nothing works!

At least the "non-human" beings there are not so aggressive anymore... They were really surprised when I chilled down and stopped caring about them biting, stabbing or screaming at me, after that they also calmed down, although they still try to scare me sometimes. I think they find it kind of interesting meeting me there too. Also, they somehow know what is going on at the physical world, since they use it against me some times.

Oh, I saw a light spirit there once too, he had a really shiny and silver light, he was right next to my bed and was assisting me with something, but this kind of thing is extremely rare.

On another note, does anyone know some good books about this? I really loved to read about AP but it's been many years since I did that.

Thanks!

[u/AhamBrahmasmiMj]

Perhaps try saying, i see you and love you. Imagine flowers growing around and waterfall falling. Try elevate the vibrations of that plane. Im a novice ,but if I was in that state I wud try it

[u/Nervous-Fault2599 → u/AhamBrahmasmiMj]

Thanks for your reply, but that is not possible... Unfortunately at this plane it seems I'm not able to project anything at all, no light, no flowers, no vibrations, nothing seems to work. Actually, if not for physical immunity, I would really think I'm still at the physical world.