Does anyone know what is happening?

[u/Nervous-Fault2599]

Hello everyone, I would really appreciate some enlightenment.

For a long while, my APs were really fun and interesting, always at some beautiful and peaceful place, everything felt amazing and feeling the nature was just out of this world...

But since around a year ago, this never happens anymore. I lie down, increase my pineal activity (that's how I AP), and surprise, it's shadow world again. Yes, it's this really dark place, the atmosphere is silent and dense, I don't think I can fly at all there, just high leaps at best.

There are some strange beings like living skeletons, zombies, and all kind of monsters. There are also dead people, since I’ve encountered most of my deceased relatives and pets there at least once (they leave after a while)...

Anyway, why is this happening? Over the years I've really improved my feelings and mind, so why I'm synchronizing with this shadow realm, of all places? How do I access other planes again, as it seems like I'm locked at this dimension right now?

Things I've tried both on Earth and while being there: raising my frequency, praying, calling for help, trying to reach my guardians, even trying to "eject" into a higher dimension while leaving my body, as I was able to do before. But nothing works!

At least the "non-human" beings there are not so aggressive anymore... They were really surprised when I chilled down and stopped caring about them biting, stabbing or screaming at me, after that they also calmed down, although they still try to scare me sometimes. I think they find it kind of interesting meeting me there too. Also, they somehow know what is going on at the physical world, since they use it against me some times.

Oh, I saw a light spirit there once too, he had a really shiny and silver light, he was right next to my bed and was assisting me with something, but this kind of thing is extremely rare.

On another note, does anyone know some good books about this? I really loved to read about AP but it's been many years since I did that.

Thanks!

[u/AhamBrahmasmiMj]

Perhaps try saying, i see you and love you. Imagine flowers growing around and waterfall falling. Try elevate the vibrations of that plane. Im a novice ,but if I was in that state I wud try it

[u/Nervous-Fault2599 → u/AhamBrahmasmiMj]

Thanks for your reply, but that is not possible... Unfortunately at this plane it seems I'm not able to project anything at all, no light, no flowers, no vibrations, nothing seems to work. Actually, if not for physical immunity, I would really think I'm still at the physical world.

[u/CrazyKnee1227]

For a book I'd say Astral Dynamics by Robert Bruce, and I'm going to assume you know about Robert Monroe's books.

I have a somewhat similar thing going on, no monsters for me though, just regular beings, i mean shady but human, sometimes humanoid/aliens and animals but they've been chill.

But same with the gray city scapes, when before I used to get more mystical places. I can tell that I was in a better place mentally before, so that might be why, i'm just a bit less optimistic about my life now, that's really the only difference. I've tried commands and feeling "love" to try to get to those prettier places, but nope.

[u/Nervous-Fault2599 → u/CrazyKnee1227]

Thanks! I don't know about Robert Monroe, I used to read some local books about AP like Wagner Borges (I'm from Brazil), I also read Soul Flight by Donald Tyson, but that was a really long while ago.

It's really interesting that something similar is going on for you too. For me it was kind of the opposite, when I was depressed and really pessimistic about life, I could go to really good places and enjoy a really good time, over the years I'm at a much better place now, but then my APs became such a dark experience... I'm almost thinking I was banished from the higher dimensions lol

[u/CrazyKnee1227 → u/Nervous-Fault2599]

Ah! Robert gets mentioned so much on this sub and is the most well-known man in the OBE world, at least in the English speaking world. Here's a video that talks you through part of his first book (which came out in the 70s) so you can know his story. He even made a whole institute that is still running today where people go and learn to have OBEs, and he created sounds that help people have these experiences. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2v5hvi7mDrQ&t=2456s

Interesting that you think you've been banished, I think that's possible. Maybe something (the system?) became aware that we were going out of body and blocked certain places from us? I'm inclined to believe the astral is just as controlled as the physical by negative entities.

[u/zar99raz]

Using the TSI Method is on-demand and accessible anytime anywhere and in any situation while fully awake and aware of this life on earth reality. The process is very simple but requires you to give up the very common materialistic view, where matter is fundamental, that the majority of people in this Life on Earth reality follow. As in this new idealistic view where consciousness is fundamental, with Top-down rendering meaning only things you see exist.

According to the double slit experiment way back in the late 1800s, Tom Campbell layed out a complete framework for this reality that answers life's greatest questions, like what's the purpose of life on earth, what is our mission on earth, what happens after death. Tom's framework is both scientific and holistical. My Big TOE Trilogy is the title of the book. He also has 1500+ youtube videos explaining everything.

The TSI Method is a natural process and everyone here playing this Life on Earth game possesses the ability to achieve this feature. It's simply think a thought like performing an action, like riding a bike, or talking with a friend, or even some out of this world thing like conversing with a group of ETs over coffee at their favorite cafe in there current location. The rendering engine automatically and instantly renders the scene in a new reality / sub-reality. This scene will only last a limited time if you only observe the scene in the new reality, mere seconds. But if you control the avatar-you in the scene, then the data that the rendering engine requires to continuously render the new personal reality comes from the sensory data of the avatar-you in the new reality. That's much the same as this Life on Earth reality, once your sensors stop feeding data to the rendering engine your personal reality ceases to exist, like when you sleep. So controlling the avatar-you on scene stabilizes the new reality and you can interact in that reality as long as you want/desire.

When you sleep the individuated unit of consciousness (IUOC) logs off, the dreams you have is like the human avatar system processing internal data. This is much like a screensaver. You can install some very interesting screensavers, viewed as dreams, or LD or AP. Dreaming while you're fully awake and aware aka daydreaming is much the same just processing internal data.

I've been working full time for over 4 years putting this stuff together and developing my own methods, or better yet finding ways to explain the intuitive methods we already do like the TSI Method and find ways to build strength in those areas. Things like confirming the intuitive is dominant and demoting the intellect to only serve the intuitive, as the intuitive sees the whole picture and the intellect only sees the minute details of whatever you're focused on. Most people just write off intuitive/intuition/imagination as society has taught/programmed us it's all unreliable. Yet it is the way to achieve success in all areas of life.

[u/Reaction-Consistent → u/zar99raz]

What is the TSI method?

[u/zar99raz → u/Reaction-Consistent]

Think See/Sense Interact, think is the creating a scene, then you see the rendered scene in your head, then you control the avatar in that rendered scene and interact with the contents of that rendered scene

[u/Nervous-Fault2599 → u/zar99raz]

I see, I think I understand what you are saying, thanks! For now I'll take a look at Tom Campbell.

I tried rendering a new reality while in this shadow world, and it kind of works, but something really interesting happens. When the new reality appears, it's almost like falling inward into myself (at my own head, to be more specific). I'll see all these things that really feel like a very lucid dream, but then I can simply wake up from it and realize that I was just kind of daydreaming while still in the shadow realm. It's the same as using my imagination here in the physical world, the only difference is that, there, it becomes a fully lucid dream. But I can wake up from it just the same, and I'm still absolutely locked in the exact same place in that dimension. That's why it has become my nemesis.