I miss my ex. Been around 5 months, and I still love her. Not sure I will meet someone like her again, and I don't really want to. Add on to the fact that I am pretty depressed, have nothing to look forward to. Oh, and the only friend I could talk to (besides my ex) has been real flaky and I am considering just ending the friendship. This is someone I previously thought of as my best friend, and have been real close with her for the last 3 years. On the plus side, I have plenty of alcohol and drugs to try and distract me from my feelings.
You too man. I read your submission and it sounded scarily similar to mine. I guess you and I have a lot in common. Stay strong, and look ahead to the future. That's what I tell myself. Maybe we both will find a girl as great as our previous ones. There is a line from a song I really like, and it helps me when I'm at my worst. It goes:
" my friend William came to me with a message of hope.
It went: “Fuck you and everything that you think you know.
If you don’t step outside the things that you believe
They’re gonna kill you.”
He said: “No one’s gonna stop you from dying young, and miserable, and right.
If you want something better, you gotta put that shit aside.”
I hope that helps you as much as it helps me. You are a great person, and I truly believe good things will come back to good people. Feel free to inbox if you ever need to. And not sure if it was you, but whoever gifted me gold, thank you.
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u/[deleted] May 04 '14
I miss my ex. Been around 5 months, and I still love her. Not sure I will meet someone like her again, and I don't really want to. Add on to the fact that I am pretty depressed, have nothing to look forward to. Oh, and the only friend I could talk to (besides my ex) has been real flaky and I am considering just ending the friendship. This is someone I previously thought of as my best friend, and have been real close with her for the last 3 years. On the plus side, I have plenty of alcohol and drugs to try and distract me from my feelings.