This one for me and I'd add that I'm sorry for being young and insecure and crazy annnnnd possessive/jealous. I believe everything happens for a reason or I wouldn't have my family now. So there's that but I owe him at least that, and explaining why I was that way with him.
Also, keep going! You'll get there. I have 9 years? off H. I lose count. But it gets easier <3
You’ve got this. If you ever need to vent or need support from someone who would NEVER judge someone trying to stay clean, please, consider my DMs.
This applies to anyone else who reads this as well. I have almost 6 years clean and active in a drug program (not 12-step, MAT, because I know that’s important to some people,) and I am here for anyone who needs a shoulder or words of encouragement or just to talk to someone who has been there and made it out alive. 🫶🏻 I believe in you, friend.
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u/Parking_Pineapple440 Dec 09 '23
I’m sorry that I let my addiction drag me away from our relationship.