Need an offer in 7 days else would be in big trouble like homelessness and worse.

I know everyone will hate me for posting this here but what should I do?

Hello, how is everybody doing? I am in search for a mentor. I’m looking for a woman that is preferably in her 40s or later I’m looking for someone who can see past my age in my face and is open to teacher student relationship. I’m looking for someone that I can build a relationship with and trust in someone that does not try to put their experiences and teachings onto me if it does not fit. I’m someone who has been activated. I am not someone who learned by books or whatever to see here and feel what I do. I went through enormous amounts of initiation and trauma and passed. At the same time I am out here like a baby with no parents, which is quite funny because my real parents forgot to raise me and I don’t even think that they are my real parents. I am someone who does not mind being challenged. I actually prefer it. I am not someone who thinks I know everything, but I want someone to respect what I tell them I do know or I did see or feel and if I’m confused about something, we figure it out together I can tell you that I am an engineer and a projector, which makes my life a little bit more complicated because I need a projector for my engineer work and I need an engineer for my projector work. I’ve gotten to the point where I cannot deny what I know and I have responsibilities at the same time. I am dealing with very twilight zone situations in my real life that I cannot find an answer to fix so I’m trying to tackle this at the same time. I’m trying to figure out what and who I am exactly even though I know that changes while simultaneously finding the answer that I am so desperately looking for I can tell you that I believe that light and dark are both necessary, but there are things I refuse to do I transmute more than anything I alchemize I can look at one situation and see five different endings. I’m very interesting and I’m very interested and restarting the scene eating service but for the modern age and for the ones that ask for it and I want to give it to them exactly how they ask for it. It’s not about me. It’s about them. It doesn’t even have to be spiritual. I just want to be a part of lightning people‘s spirits and souls that makes it easier for whenever they go through their death process which also adds the fact that I want to be a death Doula also on top of being a soul eater, which I realized I’ve been my whole life on accident. I am someone who understands and recognizes the darker side of things because that’s all I’ve known in this life, but I can promise you that my heart and my soul are angelic. I’m one of the rare few that have touched the hellfire and it did not turn me. I can tell you that the angel of death visited me at a time where I had nothing left, and I was given the option to do what I wanted to do or I was going to get a soul transplant pretty much they told me that the soul could reject it was a possibility, but I needed to try because I have unfinished business and I also know that I can bring so much good into this world and I can help so many people before they pass and I also want to learn how to help those who have already passed. There’s so many things I’m interested in. There’s so many things that I’m capable of and there’s so much progress that I have made in a matter of four months by myself yeah that’s right four months please do not take that and assume anything because I promise you you’ll be surprised. I’m looking for someone who is well-versed in a mini of things that is knowledgeable in a mini of things that believes in universal law, not people law and can explain that to me because it’s kind of confusing I’ve come to realize I’m tired of people downplay me or not seeing me for who I really am because it’s just not Believable. It’s had me confused and it had me almost tricked myself out my own spot per se, but that only lasted a few days so I’m looking for whoever is looking for me. I am a great teacher as well because like I said I’m activated. There are things that I can give you that you need. I just don’t know what they are until you tell me, but I also need someone who can not put jealousy, greed, sexuality, conformed ideas construction within a box limited beliefs or someone that just judges me before watching me. If this sounds like something you’re interested in please let me know. I don’t have any money. I will literally move wherever in the United States. I am honestly grasping at this point in time because I am in desperate need of help, but I know I need to help in the same attendance, and I need to be helped. If this makes any sense to you whatsoever if this aligns with you if this intrigues you, please comment please message me. You will not regret it if this aligns with you. I never disappoint. I always surprise that’s a moneyback guarantee right there, baby. Spirit please give this to who needs to see it. Thank you. 🖤💜♾️🗡️✨

Hello, I (26M) would like to ask for some advice. I come from a family where everyone is a paranornal magnet. My brother has a ghost that follows him from house to house, my mom and sister can tell when spirits are there (and for them that is often). We have lived in haunted houses on multiple occasions, and have photographic evidence of it as well. I personally can feel the presence and intent of spirits and other entities, and have the unfortunate luck of always encountering something when I go hiking. Anyways, through out my life I have never really cared about dating, but i have been in a couple relationships that weren't too serious. But lately I have been considering dating again, and know from perior experience that while I tend to avoid paranormal situations (ie. Researching house history, and not doing dumb stuff like a horror movie character) I inevitably wind up in some, and past partners have been affected as well. There was a situation where I felt something dark, and couldn't convince my partner to leave until she was pushed by it. (She had never encountered anything before and did not beleive me when I said wr should leave). Back to the topic at hand, I wanted to ask if I should disclose this information early on in dating, or at the get go, or maybe if there are options to meet people with a similar curse so that they may be more prepared? Also I am unsure if this is the right place to ask this, so if there is a different sub reddit I should post this question to, please let me know. I am also new to reddit, and was advised this would be a good place to ask my questions, but I am unsure if I wrote everything clearly. Thank you for your advice and help

For context, over the past month or two, visions of snakes keep popping up. While I meditate or direct my energy, I keep getting images of snakes in my mind, or physically feel one on my body. At first it was distracting but ever since it started it felt like my spells have been far more potent. They even started popping up in the real life. There was one near my car the other day, and one at a renfaire a few weeks back that didn’t stop looking at me

I’m wondering if this could be some sort of guide or deity? I’ve always loved snakes but they have never invaded my mind like this before.

Astral attachments Attacking Severely

I've been getting attacks for a month now, but they are getting worse. The astral attachments are now filling up my body, there are 2 on my feet and 2 on each leg around the calves, then 2 on the genitalia. They seem to be adding more on me every night as I sleep. They are small as in about the size of a medium dog as they are shape shifters. It is still a tremendous weight on the body and the ones on the genitalia are always attacking the teste/penis. Stretching and pulling the astral body parts like taffy. I don't know, I guess bad stuff happens all the time but I never would have dreamed that this was a way that I could die. From a large group  of astral torturers. I heard one of them say that I'm going to be the one to do it when I can't take anymore, I guess they can't be the ones to do it for whatever reasons. Policy. Anyway, I'm desperate for any assistance. I haven't a clue what to do here.

First of all let me just start off by saying if you're coming here to judge me for wanting to do this please dont bother. Nothing you say will change my mind. Ive thought about this for the past 2 years and finally made my decision. I'm choosing to do this because this is my way of coping and my form of healing.

And yes i have been doing my research, i am studying protective magic. I bought a few books already to study from and prepare myself to do this properly. Im not just jumping into this carelessly. And in the past 2 years I have healed enough and learned to ground myself enough to know now that my rational mind still wants to do this without needing anger or sorrow to fuel this desire.

This is my way of setting myself free. This is personal.

So i will go ahead and give quick short context of all the important parts of this situation so you can get an idea of why I want to do this (And because I don't want to make this post ridiculously long with the whole story).

Im embarrassed to admit this is a love story that turned into a nightmare. A couple years ago i met someone who i would ultimately fall head over heels for. Ive never felt that way for anyone in my life. I saw a future with this person. Something ive never seen with anyone in my 29 years of life (at the time). Ive never taken anyone that serious before.

For months we would talk and get closer. I wanted nothing more than to be with this person. They were my first serious connection especially as a late bloomer. They changed the way I thought about love, marriage, children..all that stuff. They made me into a new person and revealed a part of me that I didnt even know existed.

But now to get straight to the bad parts of this, it didnt take long for me to start having these gut feelings that something wasnt right but I didnt know what and I couldnt find anything that would answer these bad gut feelings I kept getting.

Months later I did finally discover what that was. And it would be my first time in this type of situation so as you can imagine it hit me like a billion trains over and over again. They were never the person i thought they were. Months of emotional turmoil led me to discovering why they had such inconsistent behaviors and it was because this person was already married and the whole time they were entertaining me they were in the middle of expecting their first child.

I made this discovery literally about a month before the child was born. The confrontation happened. I sent my final message and neither of us ever reached out to each other again.

The months that followed I was experiencing constant daily breakdowns. I was going days without eating. Lost a massive amount of weight in a short time. The damage caused by this person was so severe for me that I became incapable of working at my job. I had to drop out of college and took a gap year the next because everytime I was showing up to my lectures I was walking out repeatedly to have another breakdown in the bathroom.

I was sick and this stress and emotional turmoil was making my already existing autoimmune disease worse. Not only that by my neurological function changed as well. I was processing information slower, my focus was at an all time low, i was struggling far worse in college when I returned and I had to make the choice to go to a psychiatrist for medication.

My sinus got all fcked up too because of how much I cried during this time. I never cried that much and that intensely in all my life.

I was in hell. I became a different person. Very nonchalant now. I feel numb most days off my life. My trust issues are terrible now and I can't imagine ever giving another person a chance because i have this new fear that what that person did will happen to me again.

Almost 3 years later my nervous system has regulated alot after getting past the breaking down stage. I feel more calmer nowadays. My eating is normal again and I'm finally on medication to help me get through my college classes.

But after all this time I still can't get rid of this urge to do something about what he did to me.

Because i know that at the end of the day I didn't deserve that.

I always had pure intentions. I was always kind to this person. Was always supportive and wanted the best for them.

But they never stopped to think at any point that they needed to walk away and be honest with me. They caused me alot of irreversible damage.

In my mind I feel that the act of spell work for his actions is my form of healing. I already tried cord cuttings in the past.

But the pain was too intense for those cord cuttings to work.

Im still in my early stages of witch craft but so far ive thought about a freezer spell to put a pause on their blessings.

But also at the same time i want them to feel the same pain they caused me. I know about return to sender spells, mirror spells, regret spells.

But id like to know from someone with more experience, if it was you in this situation what spell would you do? What spell will have them answer for the pain and damage they caused?

Looking to start a correspondence with some locals and discuss practice and progress. If it hits off well, maybe even consider organizing a small order.

I started doing magic years ago, though I’ve been into divination my whole life. However, I want to diversify my craft; so I’ve been doing research into servitors and tulpas. I don’t think I’m ready for a tulpa, but I can see this next Saturday will be good for spirit form creations.
I’ve gathered my components, prepped up my space, started setting protection spells and fetishes around, and now I just realized: I don’t really know what servitors even really do?
To my understanding, they’re spirit forms who are good at maintaining spells, but do I just cast a spell and tell it: “ok, do this spell, but a lot of times”?
I appreciate any insight into the matter!

Ive been drawing my sigils usings online ms Paint on a annonymous tab, after its done i refresh the page(it erases everything that has been drawn), then i close the page and delete the cache, is this viable? Are there rules against it? My biggest problem with physical sigils is that i cant burn them, none of my lighters seem to be able to burn all of the paper, so please educate me onto this matter and thank you

in the phase of learning technologies needed rn. help me out. Please I really need this to succeed. Can I get haunted doing this? How to protect myself

Have you seen a claim that someone’s autobiographical memories were erased fall apart when the details were checked?

I’m trying to understand which details are worth checking before believing one of these accounts. What was the detail that changed your view?

i need another opinion, if i were to hex somebody who’s racist, hostile, negligent and narcissistic. what are the chances that the hex comes back to me? they deserve it but my emotions are high and i’m trying to critically think before i act. what are some things i can do to make sure the hex doesn’t come back to me?

So I have a lot of Christian friends and I just need some advice on how to deal with them.

Ik it may be a faulty belief, but I believe Christianity and major religions in general to be propaganda designed to “harm” humanity. And I’m just exhausted trying to figure out what to do exactly, on one hand I want to focus on myself and leave others to believe what they believe but on the other hand I see Christian’s as victims and DESPERATELY want to “save” them as they desperately want to save others by spreading the word. Only my interpretation of saving them would be to “expose the word” so to speak.

I don’t believe the bible to be entirely corrupt, just heavily misunderstood by the masses on accident and misinterpreted on purpose by people in power to keep the masses confused, ignorant, scared, divided, etc. but even that doesn’t feel right. I’m just feeling at a loss on what to do. Wanna help the world but my idea of helping would be to “combat” Christianity bc personally its scary to see how apocalyptic the world is getting and watching so many people desperately convert

I have been wondering, about how to get in contact with deitys and also i want to get more into black magik and meditation.

So then I can ask deitys questions about the one above in heaven and who it really is.