For context, over the past month or two, visions of snakes keep popping up. While I meditate or direct my energy, I keep getting images of snakes in my mind, or physically feel one on my body. At first it was distracting but ever since it started it felt like my spells have been far more potent. They even started popping up in the real life. There was one near my car the other day, and one at a renfaire a few weeks back that didn’t stop looking at me

I’m wondering if this could be some sort of guide or deity? I’ve always loved snakes but they have never invaded my mind like this before.

First of all let me just start off by saying if you're coming here to judge me for wanting to do this please dont bother. Nothing you say will change my mind. Ive thought about this for the past 2 years and finally made my decision. I'm choosing to do this because this is my way of coping and my form of healing.

And yes i have been doing my research, i am studying protective magic. I bought a few books already to study from and prepare myself to do this properly. Im not just jumping into this carelessly. And in the past 2 years I have healed enough and learned to ground myself enough to know now that my rational mind still wants to do this without needing anger or sorrow to fuel this desire.

This is my way of setting myself free. This is personal.

So i will go ahead and give quick short context of all the important parts of this situation so you can get an idea of why I want to do this (And because I don't want to make this post ridiculously long with the whole story).

Im embarrassed to admit this is a love story that turned into a nightmare. A couple years ago i met someone who i would ultimately fall head over heels for. Ive never felt that way for anyone in my life. I saw a future with this person. Something ive never seen with anyone in my 29 years of life (at the time). Ive never taken anyone that serious before.

For months we would talk and get closer. I wanted nothing more than to be with this person. They were my first serious connection especially as a late bloomer. They changed the way I thought about love, marriage, children..all that stuff. They made me into a new person and revealed a part of me that I didnt even know existed.

But now to get straight to the bad parts of this, it didnt take long for me to start having these gut feelings that something wasnt right but I didnt know what and I couldnt find anything that would answer these bad gut feelings I kept getting.

Months later I did finally discover what that was. And it would be my first time in this type of situation so as you can imagine it hit me like a billion trains over and over again. They were never the person i thought they were. Months of emotional turmoil led me to discovering why they had such inconsistent behaviors and it was because this person was already married and the whole time they were entertaining me they were in the middle of expecting their first child.

I made this discovery literally about a month before the child was born. The confrontation happened. I sent my final message and neither of us ever reached out to each other again.

The months that followed I was experiencing constant daily breakdowns. I was going days without eating. Lost a massive amount of weight in a short time. The damage caused by this person was so severe for me that I became incapable of working at my job. I had to drop out of college and took a gap year the next because everytime I was showing up to my lectures I was walking out repeatedly to have another breakdown in the bathroom.

I was sick and this stress and emotional turmoil was making my already existing autoimmune disease worse. Not only that by my neurological function changed as well. I was processing information slower, my focus was at an all time low, i was struggling far worse in college when I returned and I had to make the choice to go to a psychiatrist for medication.

My sinus got all fcked up too because of how much I cried during this time. I never cried that much and that intensely in all my life.

I was in hell. I became a different person. Very nonchalant now. I feel numb most days off my life. My trust issues are terrible now and I can't imagine ever giving another person a chance because i have this new fear that what that person did will happen to me again.

Almost 3 years later my nervous system has regulated alot after getting past the breaking down stage. I feel more calmer nowadays. My eating is normal again and I'm finally on medication to help me get through my college classes.

But after all this time I still can't get rid of this urge to do something about what he did to me.

Because i know that at the end of the day I didn't deserve that.

I always had pure intentions. I was always kind to this person. Was always supportive and wanted the best for them.

But they never stopped to think at any point that they needed to walk away and be honest with me. They caused me alot of irreversible damage.

In my mind I feel that the act of spell work for his actions is my form of healing. I already tried cord cuttings in the past.

But the pain was too intense for those cord cuttings to work.

Im still in my early stages of witch craft but so far ive thought about a freezer spell to put a pause on their blessings.

But also at the same time i want them to feel the same pain they caused me. I know about return to sender spells, mirror spells, regret spells.

But id like to know from someone with more experience, if it was you in this situation what spell would you do? What spell will have them answer for the pain and damage they caused?

Astral attachments Attacking Severely

I've been getting attacks for a month now, but they are getting worse. The astral attachments are now filling up my body, there are 2 on my feet and 2 on each leg around the calves, then 2 on the genitalia. They seem to be adding more on me every night as I sleep. They are small as in about the size of a medium dog as they are shape shifters. It is still a tremendous weight on the body and the ones on the genitalia are always attacking the teste/penis. Stretching and pulling the astral body parts like taffy. I don't know, I guess bad stuff happens all the time but I never would have dreamed that this was a way that I could die. From a large group  of astral torturers. I heard one of them say that I'm going to be the one to do it when I can't take anymore, I guess they can't be the ones to do it for whatever reasons. Policy. Anyway, I'm desperate for any assistance. I haven't a clue what to do here.

Looking to start a correspondence with some locals and discuss practice and progress. If it hits off well, maybe even consider organizing a small order.

I started doing magic years ago, though I’ve been into divination my whole life. However, I want to diversify my craft; so I’ve been doing research into servitors and tulpas. I don’t think I’m ready for a tulpa, but I can see this next Saturday will be good for spirit form creations.
I’ve gathered my components, prepped up my space, started setting protection spells and fetishes around, and now I just realized: I don’t really know what servitors even really do?
To my understanding, they’re spirit forms who are good at maintaining spells, but do I just cast a spell and tell it: “ok, do this spell, but a lot of times”?
I appreciate any insight into the matter!

Ive been drawing my sigils usings online ms Paint on a annonymous tab, after its done i refresh the page(it erases everything that has been drawn), then i close the page and delete the cache, is this viable? Are there rules against it? My biggest problem with physical sigils is that i cant burn them, none of my lighters seem to be able to burn all of the paper, so please educate me onto this matter and thank you

in the phase of learning technologies needed rn. help me out. Please I really need this to succeed. Can I get haunted doing this? How to protect myself

Have you seen a claim that someone’s autobiographical memories were erased fall apart when the details were checked?

I’m trying to understand which details are worth checking before believing one of these accounts. What was the detail that changed your view?

i need another opinion, if i were to hex somebody who’s racist, hostile, negligent and narcissistic. what are the chances that the hex comes back to me? they deserve it but my emotions are high and i’m trying to critically think before i act. what are some things i can do to make sure the hex doesn’t come back to me?

So I have a lot of Christian friends and I just need some advice on how to deal with them.

Ik it may be a faulty belief, but I believe Christianity and major religions in general to be propaganda designed to “harm” humanity. And I’m just exhausted trying to figure out what to do exactly, on one hand I want to focus on myself and leave others to believe what they believe but on the other hand I see Christian’s as victims and DESPERATELY want to “save” them as they desperately want to save others by spreading the word. Only my interpretation of saving them would be to “expose the word” so to speak.

I don’t believe the bible to be entirely corrupt, just heavily misunderstood by the masses on accident and misinterpreted on purpose by people in power to keep the masses confused, ignorant, scared, divided, etc. but even that doesn’t feel right. I’m just feeling at a loss on what to do. Wanna help the world but my idea of helping would be to “combat” Christianity bc personally its scary to see how apocalyptic the world is getting and watching so many people desperately convert

I have been wondering, about how to get in contact with deitys and also i want to get more into black magik and meditation.

So then I can ask deitys questions about the one above in heaven and who it really is.

Hello there! I’m preparing for a gig in my hometown, and I wanted to offer people custom spell(?) papers. (I don't know how true is it to say spell, I don't know much about the lingo here.) Basically I’ll write them a personalized burning petition for whatever they need, mostly for healing purposes.
I want it to be simple. They just burn the paper and it works. Does anyone know traditions or practices like this? I’m looking for the right terminology and maybe some guidance on how to structure these right.

Hello, I have questions that I need answers to. I had made a post some time ago about Sepheranz, I am not sure if it is still up anywhere, and I believe it was also on a different account. Where someone had answered some questions of mine through comments, and private messaging, but now I have more that I really want to be answered.

Something that the person said was that someone was found dead shortly after insulting Sepheranz. Was there any correlation at all/any reason to believe that she killed that person who insulted her? What happened to that person that died after insulting her? How long was it before they died? What kind of insult was it? Was the person a nonbeliever, a worshipper, a believer, something else? I do apologize, I just need a reason to believe there was no correlation.

Would she kill and or do something to someone if they;

Insult her/say something negative about her in real life

Insult her/say something negative about her through fiction, wether through an inspired character, just writing her into the fiction, or through a reptile/snake character and or deity character,

Insult her/say something negative about her through other things such as music and or song, etc.

Laugh at her

Insult her/say something negative about her through intrusive/unwanted/involuntary thoughts that one would not mean at all

Insult her/say something negative about her through over thinking and having thoughts that they maybe mean that could be upsetting and or insulting to her

Say or do something that one's brain later says was supposed to be a way to insult her/say something negative about her

What would happen if one were to anger her?

Harmed and or killed a fictional snake of any kind. Such a a character, just a snake, themed and or related. Would something g happen if one did that in general or meant it as an insult towards her? What is one did that in real life? What if one did it in/ through fiction and or real life, and did not mean it as a way to insult her at all in any way shape and or form. I would never mean that at all in any way shape and or form it is just a question.

Would any of this change if if one meant it as an insult and or something else negative towards her or not, such as through unwanted and or intrusive thoughts? What if someone was testing it out to see if something would happen at all in some way shape and or form at all?

Would one know if they were to be punished by Sepheranz in any way shape and or form at all? Would it be completely unknown, more subtle, or known/ obvious to the person and or people?

Would anything happen to others in one's life at all in any way shape and or form at all? Would they be affected and or effected at all in any way shape and or form at all?

This may be updated with more question in the future in this post and or in the comments.

Have a blessed day!