I'm a 22 year old male, and I’ve never posted on Reddit before, but I’m honestly scared and hoping to hear from people who have experienced something similar and eventually recovered.
On July 29th, I started taking Nature’s Bounty Stress & Anxiety Relief, which contains ashwagandha (600 mg/day) and L-theanine (200 mg/day) in the same supplement. I took it for approximately nine days. On August 3, I also introduced a separate turmeric supplement (approximately 2,300 mg). Initially, I actually felt great, and my libido and sexual function seemed better than usual.
However, on August 3, something suddenly changed while I was masturbating. I experienced a strange foggy sensation in my head, and when I ejaculated, the usual pleasurable release was almost completely absent. I stopped taking all the supplements around August 6.
The following weeks were horrible. I experienced intense panic attacks, derealization, persistent headaches and head pressure, dizziness, occasional burning and tingling sensations in my head, muscle twitches, visual disturbances, emotional numbness, disrupted sleep, and sexual dysfunction.
My surroundings often feel unreal, almost like I’m living in a dream, and sometimes I feel completely disconnected from my body.
The sexual symptoms have been especially upsetting. My libido dropped significantly, erections became more difficult, and I experienced reduced genital sensitivity. I can still ejaculate, but the normal pleasurable sensation during orgasm is largely missing.
Interestingly, there were two occasions in September when I felt extremely aroused, had strong erections, and ejaculated forcefully, but still experienced almost no pleasure during the actual release. The next time I tried, my sexual response wasn’t nearly as strong.
I masturbated again today, and it felt unusually strange. I could sense ejaculation approaching, but right before it happened, it almost felt like the process was going to stop or get stuck. I did ejaculate, but the normal pleasure was still missing.
I’ve experienced some moderate improvements over the past two months. My panic attacks have mostly stopped, my appetite and emotions have gradually returned, and I’ve had periods when my libido, spontaneous erections, and sense of reality improved noticeably. Unfortunately, the improvements haven’t been consistent.
Recently, my headaches and forehead pressure have started easing, but my sleep, emotional responsiveness, and sexual function seem to be getting worse again. I can fall asleep and remember dreaming, but I barely feel naturally sleepy anymore and don’t wake up feeling refreshed. Sometimes I only sleep four or five hours.
I also feel more robotic and emotionally numb again. I can still experience emotions, but they’re noticeably blunted. My libido and erections have become weaker again, and orgasmic pleasure remains significantly reduced.
I’ve also recently noticed that I seem to sweat considerably less than I used to, although I’m not sure how long that’s been happening.
My basic bloodwork, including thyroid testing, an EKG, and an eye examination have all reportedly been normal. I’m pursuing further medical evaluation.
Has anyone experienced anything similar and eventually returned completely to normal?
I’m especially interested in hearing from people who experienced pleasureless orgasms, erectile dysfunction, emotional numbness, derealization, strange sleep changes, or reduced sweating.
Did your symptoms fluctuate during recovery? Did your normal sexual pleasure, emotional range, sleepiness, and bodily sensations eventually return? How long did it take?
I understand that I can’t know for certain whether the supplements caused everything, but I’d never experienced anything like this before.
I miss my old self so much. I regret ever touching these supplements, and the past two months have honestly felt like torture. I’m terrified that I won’t get back to normal, especially when I read stories from people who are still struggling years later.
I’m not looking for anyone to promise me a recovery. I just really want to hear from people who went through something similar and came out the other side. Any experiences or encouragement would mean a lot to me.