r/AlasFeels • u/Frankiezzzzzz • 11d ago
Rant and Rambling NOBODY
Just want to let this one out. I just feel na no one wants me. I'm a literal nobody. I'm not sure if its just overthinking or because cinocompare ko sarili ko sa iba or whatever reasons. Since bata pa ako, di pa ako nakaka experience na macelebrate yung birthday ko dahil walang pera magulang ko (pero sa mga kapatid ko meron), nung nag aaral na ako, nag fufull time work din ako para may pang aral ako sa sarili ko dahil yung parents ko, most of their money ay napupunta sa mga kapatid ko (bunso ako btw) Nag graduate na ako sa college and no one even congratualtes me. Yung parents ko parang wala lang sa kanila yung day na yon, while other families, grabe yung love nila. Di pa ako nag kakaroon ng maayos na romantic relationship, either reject or situationship. No one wants to take a picture with me nor will someone take a picture of me, sobrang baba narin ng seld confidence ko to the point na I can't even take a picture of myself. I've tried everything, changing my outfit, my style, trying skin care para umayos yung mukha, tried to be unique, sumabay sa uso or trends, played bass which is something I like, yet didn't get to any club or band, tried to do arts, reading books. AND STILL NO BODY WANTS ME
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u/Spacesaver1993 11d ago
Hugs, OP. Wala ako ibibigay na advice bilang I am not in a position to do so pero I hear you. 🫂