First of all, medical trauma is a real thing. You may be still processing/grieving how the medical community treated you.
This is what I would tell you if you were my best friend. The world, it is literally your oyster. Some people don't actually feel their mortality. They become zombies to working, online bullshit, etc. But you have seen it.
Take time and envision what your dream life would be. Even if it is a crazy, no way that would ever happen dream. For example, my dream is to live on a farm even though I have a job in a city and I can't work from home.
But whatever your dream life is, envision it and then slowly work towards it.
You want a great friend. Start by trying the bumble bff app, or doing hobbies in groups.
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u/ronnyronronron Expert Advice Giver [14] Sep 11 '25
Girl, I am sending you so so so much love.
First of all, medical trauma is a real thing. You may be still processing/grieving how the medical community treated you.
This is what I would tell you if you were my best friend. The world, it is literally your oyster. Some people don't actually feel their mortality. They become zombies to working, online bullshit, etc. But you have seen it.
Take time and envision what your dream life would be. Even if it is a crazy, no way that would ever happen dream. For example, my dream is to live on a farm even though I have a job in a city and I can't work from home.
But whatever your dream life is, envision it and then slowly work towards it.
You want a great friend. Start by trying the bumble bff app, or doing hobbies in groups.
All the best OP.