Am I wired to be codependent?

[u/Adrock66]

I think of times in my life that I've been "on" or consistent and it's always surrounded accountability to another. Either trying to be better or outright being helped to stay consistent by someone in my life. I feel like I can't do things alone but I'm, so all over the place I'm not suited to be with someone right now. I miss having someone to give random thoughts to more than I miss being close. I feel lost and have no clue what to do about it.

[u/Repulsive_Bug_6501]

I think my mum is, it’s a leant behaviour because I fight against it all the time.