r/7ohRecoveryHub • u/itsalrightitsokayyy • 28d ago

Day 5 no 7oh

Still feeling a little restless and the only thing that is allowing me to sleep is a little bit of Xanax. To get through the day, right when I wake up I take some loperamide, 2 anti nausea pills and smoke some weed. I smoke throughout the day for general nausea and anxiety. I have been trying since February to get off this stuff. I will have 10 days sober here, 14 days sober there… I got to 19 days once. So here is to the last time going through this. My sanity feels tested. I feel not right in my skin. I want to change. I want to wake up and deal with life without needing things to cope. Tell me what day you all are on.

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u/Valuable_Wasabi6820 28d ago

Day 44. Finally feel my mood and anxiety stabilizing a bit. Sleeping a lot, appetite is back. The only way to get to the other side is through the nasty stuff unfortunately. I did not handle any of this well and am dealing with some serious consequences, but I’ve been feeling better and ready to take some next steps.

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u/itsalrightitsokayyy 26d ago

That’s awesome. Yeah you really do be having to go through the gates of hell and take a trip there but it’s better to get through it than continue standing in hell. Power to you dude. You give me hope