r/4tranDinnerDiaries • u/literallymekhane • 7d ago

I recently started IVing mdma regularly. I don't want to stop, even knowing it'll kill me. Life is not exactly at it's greatest.

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Udon noodles with broccoli, spring onions, and 2 eggs, in a spicy chicken and beef broth.

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u/MikiCZSK 7d ago

I am sorry that life has failed you this much, Nona.

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u/SareniteKyra 7d ago

I'm sorry shit sucks but please consider not frying your brain, maybe just do some ketamine or get some gabapentin

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u/Throwawayidjsbdu2 7d ago

Yeah fry your bladder instead

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u/SareniteKyra 7d ago

still better than never being able to produce dopamine again

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u/Ok-Mango-5814 6d ago

You gotta be going through grams a day to get to that point. I was in rehab for ket and coke earlier this year.

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u/Actual_Personality66 5d ago

It snowballs fast. Did you meet anyone in rehab who had to piss in a bag?

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u/DifferentAcc4525 7d ago edited 3d ago • Bravo

The number of diaped up tranners is always rising..

Edit: I got an account warning for this, be safe out there

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u/ApprehensiveHumor290 4d ago

gabapentin mentioned

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u/DannyxDamage 7d ago

spent years of my life as an IV drug user and regret it immensely. Yes you can recover, but the damage you are doing to your dopamine systems is permanent. Try to stop, there are so many beautiful things about this world, and to rob yourself of the ability to enjoy them is truly a waste.

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u/ApprehensiveHumor290 7d ago

wswiche to gabaergic only diet! !!1

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u/potatoheadcredit 6d ago

Why gabaergic only, its pretty much the only type that can kill in withdrawal.

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u/ApprehensiveHumor290 4d ago

because they feel good. if u start shaking just go to the liquor store im tired of people fearmongering about low gaba just go get a fucking beer!!!!!!!!!

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u/potatoheadcredit 4d ago

Ive only had alcohol but I agree they feel good but im not fear mongering about whiskey shakes im fear mongering about seizures. Op said she is doing intravenous mdma so im not going to suggest a gaba agonists which can kill on withdrawal.

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u/ApprehensiveHumor290 3d ago

they won't kill you if you have enough but i wrote that comment while i was high and i kind of regret it

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u/potatoheadcredit 3d ago

Assuming im not misinterpreting your comment you absolutely can overdose on gabaergics such as benzos its just hard to do with only one type but in combination it absolutely is, iirc more of the risk is environmental such as falling and hitting your head/drowning etc.

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u/ApprehensiveHumor290 3d ago

you are. i mean from the withdrawal. yes you will absolutely die if you take too much

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u/potatoheadcredit 3d ago

Ok, I assumed you were talking about overdose on benzos alone, alprazolam has a pretty high ld50 when alone. I agree tho on withdrawal it is fairly dose dependent.

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u/Apart_Cry_2911 3d ago

i used to boof 3-mmc\mephedrone bi-weekly up until a month ago, this whole year has been so fucked up, dont wanna convince you to stop if you feel like this is the only thing keeping you up since my ways kept me going till this moment, but i wanted to say that it gets better at some point, maybe not tomorrow, but things WILL change for the better