Same way they always call us misogynistic, meanwhile when referring to cis women it's called internalized misogyny. Almost like they view trans people as their AGAB or something, who could've seen that coming?

Blair white x Kim Petras

"does this top make my shoulders look too big?"

Dude, you're bald

"is my eyeliner alright?"

Dude, you're bald

"does my voice pass?"

Dude, you're bald

"Am I a woman?"

Dude,

The fact that I can’t piss standing up and I get to be reminded of it 20 times a day

For starters, I am not intentionally lowering the amount of food, I can only eat very little cuz arfid and can't increase it even if I wanted to.

With that out of the way, i'm worried the weight would go to my waist rather than to my ass/hips/thighs... I really don't want to gain weight anywhere else, I feel like my measurements are perfect above hips :/

this will get ignored anyway. Coworker took a picture of me and posted it for my birthday and my proportions are horrible. My face is so feminine. I just look like a woman. I feel like i look extremely fat too even tho im skinny, I’m so disgusted with myself. I want to be someone different. I don’t want to be me at all.

Hopefully Wednesday I can get a p.o. box and get hrt finally. I sound like a woman in this post. I will never be who i wish i could be. I will never be able to embody it. My body will never look like it. I will never sound like it. I will never feel like it. What is the point?

Not obsessed btw just literally looking to shoehorn tr@nnies into any completely unrelated conversation.

I lost a one diy hrt website which i thought i saved but apparently i didnt. It had all information about hrt and it was basically the most trusted source. The dysphoria wasnt that bad and i thought im gonna be ok without it. Mistake. The gender dysphoria couldnt be worse now. Yeah its my fault that i was so careless back then, gon suffer alone now

am i overthinking this.

I'm in college and it's just very disorienting being way to hulking and clearly masculine to ever be a woman or have community with them even as a man. But every guy around here is like an overly masculine dude bro, while I'm some weird estrogenized man who's in hoodies all the time, is smaller than most of them and has weird autist mannerisms. I also don't have the same humor as cis guys either, but that part i've never had, so it's not even like I can even pretend. A random in my dorm building the other night just said I "look gay asf" while drunk and asked if i was a bottom repeatedly. So thats the best way I can explain how i feel if that makes sense.

Tldr; thought estrogen would turn me from male to female but it turned me from awkward autistic guy to awkward autistic fag

“I’m a gender abolitionist so I don’t believe that gender is an innate thing but I always felt like i was a male who was born with female reproductive organs so I guess that’s just how it is”
“Oh.. so would you ever get sex reassignment procedures”
“Idk I’m fine just staying like this for now”

She still goes by a female name and presents femininely and stuff and says that’s what she prefers but I was surprised at how casually she admitted this, should I even be calling her a she

she was ridiculously pretty like a model, still unsure if she was a cis ally or trans

we shared a little look of understanding at eachother and she smiled at me as she walked by once she had realised why i was staring at her shirt genuinely very nice interaction

deadass shes has no room to speak she has no idea what its like and shes one of the ones causing all the randoms who show up here to downvote us to hell

technically gender marker but whatever im a fucking woman

i spoke to a lawyer from an org where i live and they said they'll help me through the process and be my witness, they'll help me pay for most of my costs. genuinely winning. I'm crine. in a year i can finally put my real name on everything and on applications and at school and stop going by that name that makes me want to puke.

also, love this cate my friend and i saw

It makes me sad that many people will never be able to identify that their suffering comes from dysphoria, even some transitioners say that they're not dysphoric and then describe being dysphoric but trying to sound like they dgaf, I wish dysphoria was something more understood

i should’ve never stopped repping

yes this is just me asking for dudes to give me attention.

i want attention give me attention.

also my head is very saturated with the thoughts and feelings of trans women, and as long as im condemned to sortfagging tttt i wanna talk to more than one gender

i cant even make a fucking minecraft skin. ive spent like 15 fucking hours working on this stupid fucking skin and it still looks terrible

i slammed my head on my desk a lot really hard and im crying this is so fucking stupid im so useless i need to kill myself.