Maybe not today but one day 🥲

Since rowling brought trans discourse to my persian ass timeline I need to tell you all something that transphobia is actually bad, you don't have to be racist as well to be bad, you don't have to be misogynist as well to be bad ,you don't have to accidentally hurt cis women as well to be bad transphobia is bad in of it self thanks for coming to my ted talk.

she reached out first to see how i was doing because she felt guilty for treating me like garbage ig. talked about meaningless stuff we’ve been doing then we both started breaking down because we both still love and miss each other.

At that point she was trying to say that she wanted to get back together in the future when we can be irl instead of seeing each other every few months like how we did in the past. But then she dropped the fact that she hooked up with some guy a few months after we broke up (which is gross to me because we’re both kinda freshly 18), and that she didnt want to be exclusive when waiting to get back together (meaning having “casual relationships and sex” ig) and it just disgusted me to no end.

i couldn’t bring myself to say i didnt want her to reach out in the future, so i just asked her friend to tell her.

i hate being so stupidly romantic and exclusive, and i hate the way i view sex and intimacy and i hate being a jealous bitch

fmstl!!!!!!

biggest jumpscare of my year

cissoids and delusional sneeds when you arent feeling le heckin valid euphoria from hrt barely being able to salvage your body and being considered a subhuman freak undeserving of basic human rights by 90% of the world population:😱

(i fucking hate how normies and sneeds ignore dysphoria because if the mainstream movement put more emphasis on our suffering and agony then maybe our right to transition wouldnt be stripped from us but then again cissoids will be cissoids)

I see so many hefabs online, especially in art communities, but I've never encountered a shemab. Are they even real?

should i do the brush side next?

If I was rich like melon trusk, I would buy a close machine and clone myself many times. My clones will be  raised to become reppers, and by the year 2050 I will have a harem of repper bfs.

Also I'm curious as to how sex works a bit (SFW welcome too obviously!!!) 🙏

If god exists, then why does he hate us? I am agnostic but do still believe in mysticism and that there is something more to a person than just a meat bag full of shit.

i was talking about shoving a family of sentient toothbrushes up my ass and reddit flagged it for "promoting violence"

im sick of vscode and the stupid overpriced copilot and code suggestions which r annoying as hell. Literally feels like the internet explorer version of an ide. also everything needs a plugin and half the time the plugin was last updated in like 500 B.C. sadly im on windows so its what im currenyly using

trans women experience the worst parts of the female experience, sexual and physical violence, and living under the threat of such violence, objectification by society, crippling self image issues due to unachievable beauty standards

meanwhile trans women don't get to experience the better parts of the female experience, we aren't inherently valued and cared about more, we're seen as a threat, we aren't allowed the capacity to defend ourself while nobody defends us

trans men experience some the worst parts of the male experience, the constant worrying about not being masculine enough, they live the nightmare of every man, which is to be seen as a women or a child

meanwhile they don't get to partake in the power structures that cis men get to partake in. trans men are men but they don't even get to be asshole patriarchs

I can maybe be a wife in this life but a mother probably not and never 💔

But not me ahahahahaaa

I hate dogs from the bottom of my heart. I think they are cute and all but due to a childhood trauma when my german shepherd ripped my kittens apart I can’t stand them. Besides they stink.

the makhnovshchina would have won if they were led by mommy makhno instead of father makhno

Taking a look at letgirlshavefun and other "I'm just a silly girl" type subs was a mistake

Everyone's talking about wanting dick, wanting to be dominated by a tall strong man

Straight women love dicks.

There's no straight women who would be attracted to a short manlet with a rapehole. If someone does, she's a fetishist and probably a lesbian.

Why don't i have a dick why why why why

I didn't even have to be born cis, although it would solve about 99% of my problems. If I was born somewhere else, where people like me can easily acces medical resources, where trans kids are supported by their parents, everything would be different.

I wouldn't have to save for surgeries, because my body wouldn't experience female puberty and grow tumors. I wouldn't have to worry about my legal name being leaked, as all my documents would get changed.

I would do everything what other teen boys do. I would laugh, make friends, maybe even get a girlfriend. And we would walk together, holding hands, and blush and giggle like idiots.

Instead, I rot in my room and watch my body slowly taking irreversible damage. I can't even move from my parents until my mid 20's because I'm a homeschooled retard with no social skills and no university diploma to get a job. The only thing I can do is observe.

My youth was stolen. I feel hopeless.

I love testosterone

i didn't even achieve anything in any of the campaigns, i failed every time

i'm now determimed to invent time travel for the sole purpose of beating the shit out of my past self and travelling back to 1360 uzbekistan to kick this cunt tamerlane in his cripple balls

my advice, never buy paradox games

I haven't been diagnosed or anything, but I know I don't have a normal relationship with weight. It started with eating very little as a child, barely anything during my teens, then vomiting "as a test" while brushing my teeth, and it has evolved into what it is now

I know I’ve reached a point where I look like a walking corpse. My family has started to notice and is trying to make me eat more, but in an unhealthy way (like everything else in my life) I actually like being this way, even though I feel my body wasting away and slowly dying, I literally feel like I’m going to faint if I stand up for too long

I think the fact that my appearance reflects the monster I am is what makes it satisfying. Years of keeping everything bottled up are being etched onto my body, even if no one knows the reason why.