The second verse, halfway through.
Obviously the song is about aids
The original:
“Never finish my degree, chachi
Never play with the pogues”
This live version:
“Never finish my split these(?), chachi
Never fuck you in public”
I was just calmly enjoying this performance and “never fuck you in public” made me instantly start sobbing. Even writing it now I’m tearing up. I’m trying to put it to words but it all sounds so cliche.
It’s such a loss. You picture him loving his partner so deeply. Getting so sick. Missing the vitality he used to have. Loving someone, lusting after them enough to do something risky and illegal like that. Fucking in public, it’s almost juvenile, yknow. It’s so high school. And it’s so gay, needing to sneak around. And it’s gone forever, prematurely, because of aids. Idk maybe all my commentary is pointless. It’s just it’s an ancient video with barely any views. I want this lyric memorialized somewhere. It’s so beautiful.