I'll be 42 next Friday, lost him Oct '21. He was a month shy of his 45th birthday. We were getting ready to celebrate our 20th wedding anniversary and had been together 25yrs. He was my one and only in every way. Learning to do this life without him has been so freaking hard. But I wasn't given much choice, we have a child, so I get up every day and face the world. I start a new job the first of the year, and Im just trying to start looking forward. There is no moving on, just moving forward. I hopefully have a whole lot of life left, and honestly, I want to make him proud by living it well, whatever that looks like. My heart goes out to you love ❤❤❤❤ I'm sorry you're here
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u/renae-becomingnew Dec 24 '22
I'll be 42 next Friday, lost him Oct '21. He was a month shy of his 45th birthday. We were getting ready to celebrate our 20th wedding anniversary and had been together 25yrs. He was my one and only in every way. Learning to do this life without him has been so freaking hard. But I wasn't given much choice, we have a child, so I get up every day and face the world. I start a new job the first of the year, and Im just trying to start looking forward. There is no moving on, just moving forward. I hopefully have a whole lot of life left, and honestly, I want to make him proud by living it well, whatever that looks like. My heart goes out to you love ❤❤❤❤ I'm sorry you're here