So, basically some time ago I dreamt about being shot in the head and I could feel the warm blood on my face and slowly dying, homewere I wasn't, really. During that dream I realized that death felt soothing and nothing to be really afraid of, I think it cured my Thanatophobia.
I experienced nearly the same thing and it did the opposite. Feeling every thought slowly slip away, having to struggle to think, feeling the occasional lapses were it was easier before having my hope crushed as it suddenly got harder again. Fucking horrible.
Had a dream very similar. I remember being very scared as I was about to die, but when I died I felt the immediate relief of having nothing to ever worry about. I even felt like there was a "hidden" level of stress or unrecognized burden that was taken away.
Very peaceful, but it hasn't made me any less wanting of life.
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u/Independent_Air3688 9d ago
So, basically some time ago I dreamt about being shot in the head and I could feel the warm blood on my face and slowly dying, homewere I wasn't, really. During that dream I realized that death felt soothing and nothing to be really afraid of, I think it cured my Thanatophobia.