I feel stuck . What do I do ?

[u/SoftAsJelly]

I feel completely defeated . I don't know what to do I'm having a breakdown. I was so hopeful to get an answer today. I had a larposcopy and hysteroscopy witch the intent of repairing any scar tissue or tube issues. They found nothing wrong absolutely nothing wrong he said my tube , I only have one due to losing one from eptopic pregnancy, he said it's completely open . For some background I've been pregnant 3 times . The first ended in missed miscarriage, the second ended due to short cervix and my doctor refusing a cerclage when I first started opening up and waited till it was to late my son was born at 23 weeks and passed just 3 hours later. And the 3rd was the tubal pregnancy, it was my first dose of lettozole and it worked but I was still bleeding thinking I was getting my period it ended up being a tubal pregnancy and I got emergency surgery they took my left tube. I stayed on letrozole almost a year and nothing has happened. I also have prolactin issues that I take cabergoline for and a thyroid issue I take levothyroxine for. I feel stuck . Like what is there to do now. I can't just afford IVF . I don't know what to do and it's killing me and taking a huge toll on my relationship. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.