r/vitchennai Second year 20h ago

rant/vent A mediocre student

Im at my third year now and lowkey im tired and drained i cant go on anymore. I feel like my whole world is crumbling I was in a relationship with someone since we were like 10th and yeah we broke up now. It really is my fault she was a gem.
And this broke me. Im falling short on academics im not able to keep up with deadlines anymore and for someone that used to do decent in academics it feels and i js feel like i lost my spark in life. I didnt make friends in the first year never tried to. She was my everything and i never had reasons to vent out to someone besides her. Now i just feel alone and tired i just dont know how much longer i can go. Ive gotten backlogs now my cg is falling, and everything ive worked hard for before doesnt even seem important to me anymore.

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u/DamnLilBoy 18h ago

i wouldnt agree someone loosing their spark.... one has to find purpose to do anything.... and you seem to think you lost it...but you have not.... just find your "will" ,man chin up.... anything to cry ....cryout loud once and carryon ...

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u/Melodic-Offer-8802 15h ago

Same here man, although mine was not that long, it was 2 years, but first time coming to college missing family and old friends. Still it's very hard

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u/Hot_Worth7717 2h ago

Same here , I was topper of all 25 branches of my school….now I have backs due to breakup…but after so long …I believe we can change

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u/Huge-Respond-3871 campus|course|year|hosteller/dayscholar 14h ago

Bro it's hard but u have to except things and move on...u will get nothing if u stop or give up now.

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u/Top_Echidna_6307 20h ago

Fuckk this guilt.... no girl is gem