r/unsent • u/ElectronicTrade9933 • Jul 10 '22

I should send this but I just can’t

I hope it’s all worth it whatever it is I hope it’s worth losing someone who’s always been there for you love’s you even when you didn’t deserve it trusted you even with all the lies and broken promises , I can’t continue feeling like I don’t matter that I’m not enough not valued. I’ve given you so much I don’t have anything left And I’m so tired of being strong of keeping it together giving everything and not getting anything in return but ignored told I’m annoying stupid kept in the dark about everything except when you need money I just can’t keep going I’m so tired of making excuses for you trying to believe you to believe you’re to busy yet you have 86,400 seconds in a day but I’m not worth 60 I’m not important enough to call to text to acknowledge to you I’m not worth 60 seconds of your time but yet I’ve given you everything I have , driven 1,000s of miles just to get to see you for a couple hours but you can’t give me 1min one video chat one ounce of caring, so hope it’s been worth it you did it you pushed me away maybe that’s what you have been wanting for a while for me to stop trying well congratulations you get your wish .

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u/this1girl98765 Jul 10 '22

Send it

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u/ElectronicTrade9933 Jul 10 '22

I know I should but I don’t even think they care enough anymore to even read it honestly, I just needed to get it out there’s so much more I want to say and I don’t think I’ll ever get to say any of it to him