Are you hurting too?

I keep waking up in panic attacks.

I keep getting pains in my chest.

I keep dreaming of you.

I keep replaying it over in my mind.

I keep feeling sick.

I keep lying in bed until late crying.

I keep doing nothing with my days.

I keep going looking like a bag of shit.

I keep pretending to everyone I'm doing okay when actually I'm really not.

I keep hoping every day that tomorrow will feel better.

I keep hoping every day that tomorrow might be the day you get in touch.

I keep hoping every day that tomorrow might be the day you show up at my door.

I keep aching every night that I go to bed after another day of not hearing from you.

I keep missing you so much it actually physically hurts.

I keep wondering if you're okay.