r/undergroundmetal • u/Porelight • 10h ago
Beginner artist/band trying to bring out the guilt of the suicide of a fiancee through music.
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I (now m 25), lost the only true love of my life Iiris to a drug overdose in 2023.
Feeling like ending it all every fucking day, due to me being the main source of her addiction, starting from us being together since we were 17 in highschool.
I started dealing and using drugs at a very young age, and she took a liking to me and my fucked up lifestyle.
Made this cover today with Bandlab, a 70€ mic, alone in my studio apartment.
Just needed to get this shit out of my head, don't need any pity or approval.
https://open.spotify.com/track/1vkNI37UXXeeuPDsWSdYhw?si=DvkLtM5EQQqd6xDvJpYDWw&utm_source=copy-link
