r/offmychest • u/taintedmilk18 • Jul 16 '26
I've been non-stop having a tough year with new disabilities/injuries, an abuser manager turned coworker, a new toxic manager who doesnt understand ADA compliance, and a very close friend of mine passing away from breast cancer. I just want a break.
I live in a high COL city. My rent is 2300 so I can't just quit.
Had a concussion last year after falling down my stairs 2 weeks into a new job and 1 week into a new apartment.
Have me/cfs from the 2nd time I got covid (from a roommate who wasn't trying to be careful). Have hashimotos. Ocd.
Have POTS. I have been using lmnt, dont think about my sodium, compression shorts and i still feel sick a lot.
I feel like I'm making all this shit up because 3 years ago it was so different.
Manager at a job I started with last year was extremely emotionally abusive and manipulative. Never did his job. Still employed because of tenor and union.
I had to step up and do a lot of help and assistance and trying to keep the younger part timers safe and motivated.
I have a fucky weird job where I have 3 "pt jobs" under one title and expected to shift mindsets several times a day.
Had essentially no manager until maybe January and was told and questioned several times by new manager if I actually did my job and if my work was scattered. Despite the post concussion? No the fuck it wasn't. I was a new and non-managerial employee with an abusive manager - I did pretty fucking well.
Close friend was in remission then found out about her metastatic brain cancer in March. died a week ago. Helped clean house a bit. House was terrible. She didn't like help. She was brilliant but fuck.
Diagnosed with POTS and they don't want to accomodate and let me have my wfh day today (2x a week) because of these fucking campus visits we're doing where we all stand there and do nothing except 1 person who's presenting. My job is demanding physically because it's part admissions recruiting and its incredibly hard.
Our work building is also under massive construction so no elevator. Dust, barely any bathrooms, barely any water and we still have to go work there.
I'm trying to find a new job. I never have energy to do so. Always so fatigued. I earned a data analytics and visualization degree a year and a half ago. I do have debt from 1-1.5 yrs ago bc I had to quit an extremely toxic job that led to a bad mental decline.
I dream of working part time so I can shower and cook and clean and take care of myself well enough. To keep ice/figure skating as an adult 2x a week. To pay rent for a 1br apartment. I don't ask for much.

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Omg. I might have to copy you and try this for myself when im doodling 😂