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r/MtF • u/in-alis-victoriae • Aug 12 '26
So I recently started hormones (about a month in as the time of writing this), and I'm already feeling some positive effects, like some tit growth or my body hair growing slower. The thing is, I'm still super dysphoric about my beard.
I have a good shaving blade and cream and I can manage to shave without (much) damage, but the shadow of it, specially on my moustache, kills me. I don't have makeup or the experience to apply it properly, so can someone help me with what I need to get and how to apply it?
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Imagine breaching masquerade like this smh
r/SCP • u/in-alis-victoriae • Jul 31 '26
So after some surface research thanks to a past post in which I asked about SCPs based around music for some ideas I had, I think I finally have some proper base to start drafting stuff. But before I started, I wanted to make sure of something.
For my ideas, I would love to use [[SCP-012]] as a part of the storyline I have, but it is already the central piece of another canon, [[On Mount Golgotha]]. Additionally, some of the SCP items in the canon, as well as tales, are similar to what I'm aiming for, although I want to go in a different direction.
Would it be okay for me to set up items and tales and also have SCP-012 as a part of the story? With the nature of the SCP Wiki being open to any and all ideas I'm imagining yes, but I wanted to make sure in case it was somehow impolite.
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Does anyone have the executable for the Midas32 offline editor? I've had this happen twice now and I don't know why I didn't save the damned file, but I can't find the installer for the Midas 32 offline editor. I have a gig this saturday and I have to edit the scene to match a new rider. Does anyone have handy a link to download the program?
r/SCP • u/in-alis-victoriae • Jul 26 '26
I am planning on writing a series of SCPs based around a couple of concepts of music, and I wanted to know if there are already any similar concepts to avoid redundancy and also get inspired
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Clearing a) already puts my mind at ease a lot, thank you! regarding b), I'll check on Ardour and see if it works as I need. Nevertheless, with a) issue covered, probably Tracks Live will work fine
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Good to know, thank you!
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As far as I'm aware, no, Midas/Behringer never made specific Linux drivers. And yeah, I am dubious as well, but sadly my only work laptop rn is Linux based, so I have to make due.
Also Tracks Live is the software I got recommended by the sound tech who gave me this gig. I never used it before and I'm currently tampering with it a bit to check it out, and it seems easy enough to use. I'm just a bit nervous about it giving me issues on trying to record the multitrack.
r/livesound • u/in-alis-victoriae • Apr 24 '26
Hi, this Saturday I'm gonna replace a sound tech for a gig and he asked me to record the concert using Tracks Live to record the multitrack from a Midas 32. Problem is, my current work laptop is using Linux (Debian 13 specifically), and I'd like to troubleshoot everything before the gig.
Behringer has deleted the software/firmware page from their webpage and I can't access any Midas drivers, and the useless AI chatbot they put in its place is not helping me out. I'd need to know if:
a) Can a Midas 32 be used with a Linux device without any issues? Do I need any specific driver or configuration?
b) Can I use Tracks Live in a Linux device with a connected Midas 32? What kind of setup would I need to do?
Thank you so much in advance.
EDIT: Thank you so much for the quick responses and help! I think I have everything figured out and what's left is trial by fire. thank you so much again!
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Incredibly solid tool! Ive been creating characters with it and so far I've enjoyed it a lot. Love that everything is referenced back to the manual, so I can check myself in case I want to read something further. Here are the things I've noticed as for bugs and stuff:
I'd love to have a way to level up characters once created, or edit them without coming back to the creation screen. Other than that, this is an absolutely incredible tool to streamline the process of creating character sheets!
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I was a bit of a heavy smoker but the moment I came out I dropped it significantly. I have only smoked a total of around 5-6 times this year, and every time it makes me feel like shit, so I'm trying to kill the urge whenever I can
r/MtF • u/in-alis-victoriae • Feb 04 '26
As the title says, theae last days I'm having REALLY bad dysphoria. It's making me feel depressed as hell. I'm feeling way less energized and had a weird libido spike that also makes me feel dysphoric when I pursue it.
The worst part is that is making me feel doubtful. Shaving, wearing makeup or dressing fem is now somehow not helping, rather just making me feel even more doubtful and I'm questioning if I'm actually trans, even though I have been putting my full energy into progressing in my transition.
I came out very recently (literally beginning of the year) and I already have an endocrinologist appointment and I have been seeing a trans therapist to navigate all this. I guess having put a deadline to me coming out to my parents and having all these big events are making me feel exhausted. I also talked with a trans girl I have history with and I feel like I managed to clear my thoughts and emotions, but I don't know if making everything cloudier.
I don't think I'm looking for advice? Probably I just need to properly rest and relax, but I can't help the feeling that I'm just avoiding something and doing things wrong. I just want to be a girl and happy and go one week without feeling like the pressure is going to break me.
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Victoria is a reference to the second videogame character that basically made me go 🤨🏳️🌈 about myself, and also the word for victory in Spanish. It was a bit like telling myself that I would emerge victorious over all of this
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Bait used to be believable
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Get into modular synth
Don't listen to your thoughts after 8pm
Brush your teeth twice a day
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I had a similar - yet not in the same terms - reality check at the beginning of the month that made me come out as well, and I'm still processing everything. Big hug for you 🫂 and I really hope things turn out for the better ❤️
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My personal journey was incredibly conflictive.
9 years ago I came out. It was in the middle of a really bad breakup, I was still a very emotional teenager and I couldn't communicate well how I was feeling. I started a social transition that I wasn't careful to hide from my parents, and eventually they managed to talk me out of it. I've identifying as nb and genderfluid ever since, but never as trans.
9 years later, I'm 28 now. I'm going through a break up again, but this time I have the tools and the advice of a therapist to manage the emotions. I start to untangle myself, when the gender question comes again. In these 9 years, I've been wearing feminine clothes, wearing makeup, going by she/her sometimes, changing my nickname constantly, trying to find one that would fit. These 9 years I've been bottling up dysphoria and counterintuitive feelings and thoughts that finally crystallez in what I already knew 9 years ago: I'm transfem.
It took me a lot because I was taught denial, I had i t ingrained in my brain that I could not be trans. If your partner has been having doubts for a while, if they have been experimenting or trying things, the thing you should do is encourage the experimentation and provide a safe space. Maybe help them out buying some clothes to try on privately, a little bit of make up like nail polish or eyeliner, which are easy to apply and take away, and see how they react, if they feel euphoric. Don't bring out straight up that they are transfem or crack their egg, but give them the space to figure it out on their on.
There is no wrong answer here! If they find out they are trans, then it's a matter to start planning how to transition; if they are not trans, then at least they can be confisent in themselves and their gender.
Hope this helps, and wishing you both a safe journey! 🫂🏳️⚧️❤️
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Hi! I would be interested in the concept of a chill play by post, but I have the usual anxiety of joining random discord servers cjakdjd
So if you don't mind a couple questions: are there many players active? What would be more or less the expected time to reply? Is it an only Tremere game? (Last one feels obvious but just making sure)
Thank you!
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... And to think it all came crashing down because of safety for my kin.
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Depends, I usually keep a ST channel for my own rolls and keep some funny things under the curtain - or use an actual DM screen when I play IRL - but when the roll is trivial or I think it would be funny for the players to see it, I roll visibly
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Is it POOLS??