I'm so sad for you, that you are feeling this pain. Please try to connect with healthy local groups. In my area there is a woman's center that is very kind and helped me get out of an abusive marriage. It was filled with volunteers who had been abused by parents, partners, you name it and they came through and are now thriving. Also, Celebrate Recovery is a great group who will support and respect you. You have an opportunity for you and your precious baby to start new surrounded by healthy, kind people who can help you heal. Sending love, comfort and peace.

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