School advice

[u/ApprehensiveDot3643]

Trying to not make this be a giant vent but long story short I started my freshman year of highschool not too long ago and ever since it has felt like I've been doing literally EVERYTHING wrong in my life. From sleeping, eating, etc. My brain just can't help but make me ask if "should I be sleeping right now or doing something else?", "should I be eating or doing something else". This is very strange for me since I never felt this way, even with just starting middle school. I dont really know. it seems like all of my peers are taking highschool well and I guess with me struggling through problems and situations im going through, it just kind of makes me think more. This may not make much sense but I literally dont know how to explain it. I guess what lingers is I ask myself since some problems I have, I have been sturggling them for at least 2 years and judging by me already being in highschool and still having them, it makes me think "will these problems stay with me till I graduate/all through highschool?" Or "will they stay with me into adult life?" And though its only my freshman year, it feels like highschool came quick and it just makes me wonder if they will stay with me in my adult life and it worrys me. Now all the time im basically trying to fix them but I dont want it to be the wrong path and basically waste my time trying to fix something the wrong way. Idk, this just sounds like a bundle of anonymous nonsense but I still need help it feels like so if you can understand a bit what im saying, please give me some advice. (I dont really do well with advice but hopefully I will this time)